baby.

Just yesterday i saw you two, tears ran down my face. But i just turned and walked away.

Buwahahah.

The EX' Lane >;p

**

I need to be happy with what i have right now, but it's the fact he's NOT YOU !
i need to realize he's just not you .

Away from you.

-------Blahhh, i can't get away...

Fact.

Truth be told; I'm doing fine...Really.

But sometimes for some odd reason, i kinna feel like you miss me ? That's what i think i'm not saying you do but that's what i think. Aino i miss you, we don't even talk anymore n' i don't really like that. What ever happen to "We'll always be Best Friends no matter if we aren't together" what happen to that. It's really sad if i do lose this friendship with you, i don't ever wanna lose our friendship. Just cos' we aren't together don't let that ruin our friendship yeeno ?

But yeah things change, things come and go, we lose people we love the most, but we can gain new ones. But i don't ever want to lose you.

Yeee'

Yesterday was fun at carnival =)
Hahahaha. Rode Zipper likke choke times with my cousin. Shit some funny shit forealsz, my fricken ph0ne kept flying all ovaa' the damn' place. I hit my lip on the thing then i bump my head on my cousin head hahaha so halarious ;p We rocked that shit so goood. Wooo0Ooo LOLS so fun. Was kinnna errked but i didn't let that bother my fun lols.

=)

so funn...
ahahahaha

Above all.

He made me realize never give someone your all especially, when they don't know what they want*

"Losing you has forced me to learn !"

Brokkkkkennn !

Gettting hurt by you once again is just to much for me to handleee. I fuccckin' OMG miss you. It makes me cry so much now that you have someone youu. Omgoshh idk, sometimes i feeel strong thinking you will realize, but fuckk deep d0wn inside im only saying those things when it aint truee, im to weakkk i can't let go of you davin i can't. IM SOORRRY I JUST REALLY LOVE YOU. Aino better in time i'll git better i hope i do. Im not even over you.

hawww idk i can't even try right now, crying and crying don't do any bettter.
byeee.

i love you davin,

Way back.

Hmmm so i came across one of my old blogs and i found this.

Most relationships tend to fail not because, The absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the Other was being loved too little...

So here's a piece of advice:Let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love Isn't enough, And move on when things are not like before.. For sure, there is someone out there, Who will love you even more...

You will never forget your first love...
Thats what makes it so special...
You love so hard...
So deeply...
And so intensely because you don't know any different...
Its best until its over...
Then you hurt like you've never hurt before...
And eventually you will love again...
But you love more differently...
You love more carefully...
More cautiously...
Just know there is so much more love waiting for you...
But there will always only be one first...

Davin i hope shes makes youu happpy, i hope i did when we were together =)
u better have been happy with me hahahah. Just know that you will NEVER find nobody like me.
n' SOMEDAY YOU WILL REALIZE !

D0nedealsz'

NOT ANYMORE !

Yes, NOT ANYMORE this isnt' gonnna happen anymores. When i reaalizeee what i wanted, things go worse. I wanted youu because things felt so much betta with you agains things were going so well between me and you. Then i git' fuckin' hit to the fuckin groundddd with what you had told me. All this time i wanted youu, then i git this in returnnn fuckkked ovaaa' I loved you oh so much. Youu finally decided what youu wanted, and it's for youu to see other people n' not try once again with me. Youu decided what you wanted, i decided what i wanted buhh it i was very wrong....... Im so dang hurt right nowww. But it's okkkeh. I thank you for everything we have been through even tho' i told you this today, i wanna tell you again. I thank you for hurting me it makes me even stonger. I thank you for everything...............I hope you realize that i did whateveer it toook, chosen you ovaa' someone just to see if things would work again between us two. Butt idk i guess i was wrong. I ain't doing this anymoree, even if you know that we both can't help it =( i wouldnt want to do this to myself anymore, just gettin' fuckin' HURT ! i realize i do deserve better than this, but youuu i chosed you to go through this pain because you were worth it and you still are. But i just can't do this anymore. I really do love you davin, i really do i always did, even after the mistakes you made and i made, i realize you were the one for me.
I'll always remember what we had davin, you'll always be the one that i'll miss, you are forever painted in my heart 'FIRST LOVE, NEVER DIES" I'll always be here whenevaa' youu need me ohkehh davin, i'll drop everything just to help youu out. I'll always lovee youuuu n' be here forr you. and i hope you do thaaa samee BF4LB' <3


I LOVE YOU DAVIN KEKAIMANA VILLANUEVA VIERNES <3
......always n' forever !

To Angel.

angel, i know you really love davin. because all of the memories that youh & him have together, but youh have to think. choosin logan could go either ways, he could bring youh even more memories or he could end up hurtin youh in the end and youh might realize that youh should of chosen davin. but also chosin davin over logan could go either ways, if youh and davin do get back together he might realize that he might do what he did again or it could have meant all youb guys needed was a little break, but follow your heart because your still young and the nperson your with now doesnt exactly mean thats the one your gonnah be with but if davin is really the one then you'll know but angel youh cant make a wrong decision because everything in life happends for a reason. you mayy feel regret like i did, but i feel happy now. in time everything getsz better, so just use your mind wiselyy, and follow your heart not your brain. dont rushh and take thingsz slow.


♥ Tiare (Best Friend)

*Neww

Should i reeally choose to move on and experience someone new ? Hmmm..what to do ? youu want me to try something new and thats what youu want me to do. But see i don't want to do it cos you want me to do it, i have to decide for myself not you decide for me. This reminds me of my friend, He told her "if you love me, you would go out with him" She only did it because HE wanted her to do it, and i know for a fact she did'nt want that, right now she still loves him..... N' i don't want to make that mistake by you tellin' me to do something i don't want to do. I'm afraid of losing you, im afraid of losing him. I don't want him hurt for me choosing you over him. But see it's want i want to choose nor one of youu can choose for me. I swear doing these things with youu both, just hurts me in the end realizing that i can't being this anymore n' have to decide what i reeallly do want. But i don't know what i want. I want you n' i want him. I love you, I like him. You make me happy, he makes me happy..........


I can't do this anymoreee...
i can't =(
ughhhhhh....

I DONT KNOWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Deekay.

Is ALL MINES bitch ! Not yours !!!!!
Fuckkkk yeeemann', my mann' is betta than yours :P
haha he's not mines buttt bitch pleaseeee... i still got mad love for my baby :]
buwhahahahahhaah

BYEEE....
Tonighttt betta' be funnn, so farr things are going goood i guess, wells cept that stupid fight -__- fuckin' dumb. Babe didn't want me to stay at pearls anymores so he droped me h0me, thanks babe....bought his vans, and his friend his scarf your welcome jarenn LOLS bitchhh... !
nahhh......

bbls....
ilovedavin <3 ahhahaa...
alwaysss...

but i like you o___0

Not ready !

The things you do boy just makes me happy. Really happpy :)
When im with you, i feel so happy just seeing you. When we touch i feel so happy. When we kiss i feel so dang happy nothin' else mattersz. When this happens i always feel like were back together again But were not, it's because were both not ready to be together again in a RELATIONSHIP ! idk if there's a differents haha, but i guess you can say where takin' things really sloww. N' i like it that way. Buhhh fuckk whats so confusing is that i like you.. and i don't want to hurt you. I wanna be with davin again, but i wanna be with you. "What's a man to do When he's loving two But he can't keep his heart In two different places"
I like him, but i love you...........Torn in between you TWO. I love you davin, you was always there for me, n' i love being with you. You changed me into someone different in good ways. I like you, you can make me smile and do somethings that i really like about you. you idkkk damnn'

I HAVE NO IDEAL WHAT I WANT

I have no ideal,

What i want =(
n' it stresses me a wh0le lot..... i can't handle this shit anymore, it's always gettin' to me when i know it isn't suppose to be. I miss you so dang much n' i like you yes wheeeeww i admited it i like you ! that's the truth i never told anyone till' i knew it was right to know that i like you, But the thing is i still love you hmph. My best friend told me why aer you doing to this to me, making me feel like yours again over n' over........But like we both said or she said, you d0n't know what you want, you still love me but you just don't want to be with me. & i find that reallly trueee. I think you do still have feelins' for me still love me, but you just don't want to be with me. See you just d0n't know what you want. N' i don't either, i mean i like this boy but your in the way. I love you a lot, i still do. But i like him. I can't have two people to myslef i have to only choose ONE ! and i don't know what to choose, ? .........

I just have no ideal, what i want

Davin, MY LOVE DON'T STOP !!!!!
just like that song.

Goshh.

Wtfuckkk ?! i fricken can't stop thinking about you, missing you, loving you, I fuckin' still l0ve you =( i guesss i still need you, still want you. I miss you so dang much baby :( I had bettter days so much better days. N' now today im breaking down and realizing i can't even let you go...It's to dang hard....Omgosh im like going so crazy right now. I woke up cryin' knowing you werent even mines. Damn' i miss 'US' i really do. We still say our 'I LOVE YOUS' every single fuckin' day. n' i fuckin' mean that shit from the bottom of my heart. Ahhhhh idkkkk my head hurtss as fucccck

ahhhh blahhh.

Someday.

You'll REALIZE !!!!!!

Baby.....Love

when you love someone so much, you need to learn to let them go at times to prove if you really love the person a lot.


:]
For you i will !

Haaaa?

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring. "Shawna Waltemyer"

3 sess'

Woooooo Hooooo ! so goood today ;)
i love'd it, spent time with the ex-b0yfriend .
it was so much fun hahhaa, we watched twilight n' yeeeah so on n' on :D

i love that boyyy, i still love him <3
damn' hahahaaha Muuuuuuuuuuuah i love you davin forevaaa' n' evaaa'
He's the FUCKIN' best i evaaa' HAD !

Maybeee one day we can git back together hehe, but as of right now things are getting better between US, i mean still feels like im your 'girl' but yeahsz hahaha ....

I LOVE YOU <3

<3

Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuah
I LOVE YOU ! <3
hahahah ;p

c0nfused.

I've been that way for way to looong. i seriously have no idea what i want -___- i really miss being with you so dang much, it's so hard letting you go. i need you, i want you, i wanna try all over again with you =( this is so hard for me, it really is. hmmmm' i just can't handle n0t talkin' to you, i always tell myself not to talk to you but' i end up d0ing it. Everywhere i go , whatever i see, whatever i hear, there's always s0mething that reminds me of you. It's like your with me where ever i go, n' it true cos' your in my heart where ever i go. Ughhh i just d0nt know.

=(

i love you davin <3

For 'Love'

So what do you do when the person you love is the reason behind all your pain? When things aren't the same anymore & you constantly see yourself striving to maintain a perfect relationship? When you no longer trust that person because their words continuously contradict their actions? Have you ever felt this unbearable pain in your chest, but think to yourself that the pain is worth it because in the end you are still with that person? Whenever they are out, you have a million of ideas just clustered in the back of your mind. You try your best to trust them, but for some reason you just can't. You want them to do little sweet meaningful things, but yet they don't. You find yourself so infatuated with this thing we call "love" that you isolate yourself from everyone & everything you once loved. But in the end, is it really worth all the trouble & sacrifice?



............you were worth the pain, & you still are.

.............

MY LIFE.........

I never thought,

it would be so HARD letting you go.............

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

He said....

Someone told me that someday you will realize that you shouldve never let me go, although i hurted you much more than you hurted me. But you broke my heart even more. I gave you chances you gave me chances. That person told me that if you forgave me for cheating on you, you'll forgive everything we have been through, he said you forgave me because you truly did love me, the type of love that me and you had was like no other's....Getting hurt by you made me a stronger person, and i thank you for this. You helped me find my independent in me. Im going to try and not let this pain get to me anymore, im stronger than this pain. He had told me that there's better things in life than just one boy....He had told me to just stay single in high school and have fun. because i wouldnt have to think about that person im with, i wont be on lockdown, i could go where ever i wanted to go, do whatever i can do without any interruptions. But then again he said that i'll feel lonely sometimes but hey were still young and there's going to be better things out there for me once i grow up. I'll let things be what it is although it will hurt me a lot. He told me if i loved you i would let you go and not talk to you if you try and do talk to me, he told me that if your talking to me it's because your thinking about me, and maybe miss me....... But i won't let those things get to me anymore, he told me im stronger than all of this. He said that im only hurting myself cos' im still in love with you. He's saying im really confused because of the things you did to me that other day. It's because your making me think about a lot of things, breaking my heart even more. He said one day you will realize that i really did love you like no one ever did, and i hope that one day you will realize you lost someone to great that hurted you but did whatever it took to get you back again, you'll realize trying to get over me didnt work cos' you actually did love me. He said im strong, but i told him i weak, he said im only weak because im letting myself getting hurt & that's true. He said im making things so hard for myself because of LOVE. It's like im desperate for you and i think i am, its just your love thats why. He said just leting you go would be the best thing to do to make you REALIZE.

&&&& i hope you realize, i truly did love you, i never meant to hurt you and im sorry from the bottom of my heart. so i hope you realize.

thanks for everything davin. you made me a stronger person, although its gonna be hard letting go ill try just so i can be happy once again. where's the good in goodbye, i don't wanna say goodbyee NEVER. I really hope thing go well for you davin. I'll always be here for you davin, i always will .......your my best friend ;] & i'll always love you.

Do you ?

Ahhhh, talk about confusing :/ You still make me feel like im your 'girl'. Im so confused with youu, i still love you. Do you still love me ? But then you like her ? but then you go n' do things and make me think twice in the end do you really still love me. We both couldnt help it and just did it, you know why ? huh ? cos we still love eachother thats why. and i know you still love me, but you don't want to get hurt anymore, you wanna have fun. Look how much space im giving you........Yesterday seeing you made me so happy. Cos your always the one that can always put a big smile on my face :D i honestly don't know what you want, and i don't think you know what you want also. To be with me again and prove to you im different n' did change or be with HER* if you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was. i like this quote, i set you free so good things can fall into place, and it is a little, but about this quote is the part where "if it doesn't, it never was." Damn' that means we weren't meant to be blahhh, idk i know me and you were meant to be. We loved' eachother so much, we hurted eachother to much, but it showed that we did really care about eachother.....i just wish we could fall in love again && but nobody can understand the love and bond that we both share together.

MY MISTAKE.

..........Is never forgotten.

You say you cannot forget
And you aren't ready to forgive
But I need your friendship
More than you'll even know
I need you there to live

Without you by my side today
Life's been going, oh so slow
I miss your calls
Our endless talks
The places we would go

You can't even bear to look at me,
And I know my mistake
For because of one night,
And a few thoughtless actions,
When you saw me you ran and hid

I know we cannot take it back
As much as we would like to
But we could forget
And start all over
Just friends, that's me and you

If time is what you need,
Then I guess that's what you'll get
But I need you there for me soon,
My friend.

[F.M.L]

WORD !
fuck the buu'shiit forealsz, fuck this, fuck you hahah nah nah.
just FUCK LOVE !!!!!!!

Dwelling.

I hate dwelling on all the times we had =( it fucking hurts to dang much, dying inside and out but not showing it, cos' im not trying for you to ler my gaurd down, but i guess im fucking failing on this shit i fucking hate it to dang muhhh, i don't want this anymoreee.....seeing you like her and shit, seems like i don't care but trust deep deep down inside HURTING , breaking apart -___-

...........you took our forever and ever AWAY.

Why?

........FUCK THE BULLSHIT.


BUT STILL I FUCK'IN LOVE YOU AND SHIT SERIOUS >_____<
WHY IS IT LIKE THIS. HAHA DAMN' IM JUST FOOLING MYSELF OVER AGAIN.

S.C.W.

Today Shoulda. Coulda. Woulda. BEEEN
1 Year & 1 Month "/ = 13Months.
being with you.......
Best Friends forevaaaa'
so HAPPPY 13 Months best friend..

blahhhh.

IMY; & ILY;

Wow.

"Welll seee, at lease you told him and not keeept it a secret .Thaas good that you tell him errythang, even yur mistakes =) I do that tooo, i tell Timmay errrythang even if itll make him upset cos as long as im not keepin no secrets he'll always love me (;"


^^^^^^^
Isn't that cute in a way haha, my cuzzo' is so lucky/BLESSED :D hahaha.

Sometimes.

"We need to face the hard part of reality even though it'll hurt. But in time it will get better and fall into place the way its meant to fall."

in other words.
TIME TO TIME:
"If you love someone, let it go. If it comes back, it was always yours."

IMY DKVV
I'll never give up on "OUR LOVE"
.....NEVER !

Breakdown.

Davin i hope you take this to heart, i put a lot into this. It's not really organized, i jumped from one thing to another haha i may repeat myself over and over haha but just read, and i hope you appreciate this...........

Selfish yesss i can be. I notice that, damn' i mean it's really your choice to like someone and i know you do. It's so sad that you do like someone. There's absolutely nothing i can do about it. i can't stop someone from liking someone else. i can't make someone like me back. i can't turn back the hands of time. i can't just sit here and wish for things to be the way they used to be. Once i knew that you liked her my heart dropped like outta no where it's like someone pulled it out n' just crushed it into pieces. Im hurting oh so much, you dont even know foreals. I mean i understand that you want to see other people but like damn' why ? I wanted to work things out with you to make things better, to prove to you that i will do want you want me to do to not put this relationship to an end. 1 Year like nothing. But i guess it did, you didnt even take the time to try and make things to work out ONCE AGAIN but i guess you gave up on me, fell outta love with me, couldn't put up with my bullshit anymore. Im afraid you will fall in love again like seriously. You had a type of love i NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER had, i miss being cared by you, Being hold by you, Being kissed by you, and most importantly i miss the feeling of being loved by you. I ADMIT I CHEATED, don't know why i did it but i do regret it, nothing that i can do or say can change it, come back please. Im afraid of loosing you completly, i already lost you as my boyfriend n' i dont want to lose you anymore not at all. But see you were the person that RE-OPENED my heart and proved that love was here for me, this is why your my first love. You broked my curse like how i broke yours. Now that we arent together, my heart shattered into pieces waiting till maybe one day you can put it back together again. Hmmm i really miss you a lot. I really do, i miss sleeping on the phone with you everynight. I miss you being in love with me, i miss you being mines. I MISS YOU period ! I loved you for who you were, you were never a show to anyone. I loved you completely, you gave me this unconditional feeling inside that feels so good, Never in my life had I felt this way for someone like I do for you. Ive been happy latly but i would be more happier if you were by my side, but now that you like someone, it's like everything is done you've move on from me that hurts so much......But you moved on really fast we only broke up this month n' this month you like someone ? hmmmm why ?! why so fast ? Makes me think did you really care about me ? damn' it would take me months and months just to try and move on from my first love, but to you it's like wow damn' wth?!.........Im sorry i care and love you so much ! Why do i care so much ? There's many reasons why. You should know why, and if you don't damn wth?! your a really sepcial person to me honeslty. You say you arent worth it, but you really are, you mean a whole lot to me. Your my better half. I feel like im in a mess being without you, people notice that about me nowaday. Im sorta not the person i once was when i was WITH YOU. People tell me "What ever happen to that girl that always had a smile on her face, n' i knew it wasnt fake" ? I answered "She's gone, maybe just maybe she will come back" I put YOU before myself, but then i can be selfish and think of ONLY myself yes aino that, but i really do care a lot about you than myself. Tell me not i SACRIFICED a whole lot for you. I lied and lied just so i could see you and be with you because i loved you, i cared so much about you. I couldnt even handle a day being without you. I always made time for you, i always did have time for you, when im with you nothing and NO ONE else mattered, cos' the person next to me(you)was all that mattered to me to the most. Hmph the things i did for our love. You made me the happiest girl evaaa' and now idk anymore...... Losing you means I would be losing a very significant part of my life. and i lost you. My heart holds a special place for you. I'd be empty without you, nothing. I can't picture me without you anymore. It's utterly impossible. But look now ? im not even with you anymore, n' it's hurting so dang much. Im really sorrry for anything and everything, ive done to ever hurt you.... Im in a mess being without, a lot of people notice it. I can't conceal it. Its like Im silently screaming, Even though Im totally surrounded, I feel like Im in here by myself....It's like im dying inside, crying inside and no one knows it but me. Im stuggling with everything......i need you back baby. It's like me and you didn't even try We just said goodbye We let this love here die And never looked back In my mind, I'm still questioning why Promises turn to lies Feelings bottled inside When the truth be told I......I'm still wondering What if? What if? What if we would've worked out I believe we could've worked out If we worked a little harder Still imagining What if? What if? What if we would've worked out I believe we could've worked out Worked a little harder Yeah, if we worked a little harder...... You tell me to give up on you, but like what i told you.... NEVER DID & NEVER WILL. and that's one thing im not gonna fail in. No matter how hard it's gonna take ill do whatever it takes just to get you back in my arms once again. Baby my heart ain't complete, you got me all up on my knees, cos' i dont wanna lose your love.... you finally gave up on us. you gave up on us. that hurt to know you didn't wanna try anymore. i was so lost and still am when you gave up i was frustrated and hurt crying and crying. i shouldn't set myself up for pain, once more. why am i still hoping you'll catch me, when i know you won't? Just please take this to heart baby. I really do want us back together again. I'll prove to you ill be better...............Truth be told, you are THE ONE. I love you with all my heart, and hope our love can happen once again. I guess I'm still not completely over you. I love you Davin. Always did. n' always WILL !.........iloveyou

OMG.

I LOVE YOU <3
hahahahah :D
muuuuahhh.....
I love Davin Viernes woooo hooo.

This Bitch!

Bettter not be fucking talking about HIM* psssst fucking stupid bitch betta step the fuck away. Ainokea if he ain't mines no moree bitchhh you best believe n' bounce. Ughhh you try get with him oh hell no ughhh so fucking messed up BIG TIME. Yahhh i admit immma' get jealous shiiit but fuckkk im getting so fricken pissed right now -___- immma' start ballin tears D; fuckin' bullshit this kinee. Better not be him you talking about girl. Erghhhhhhhhhhh FUCK YOU !!!!!!

peace !

Baby your LOST !

you've lost a precious dime, n' you just went off to a penny...........
tsk tsk tskkkkkkkk... haaa'

Or in this other bitches words.
a dime is what you had, but a worthless penny is what you got.


.......i thought the feelings would last forever but instead it became a never ever

How?

Am i going to prove to be better for you again ? How to make you feel the way you once felt before ? How to make things good between us. How to get us back together once again?

I just miss yoou so much, seeing you yesterday made me really happy, but hearing those things from you make me cry, made you cry. Why did it end up like this? I wish we could back to the days we use to be. I loved how we where together and did things that werent suppose to happen. But like i said it's cos' you still love me but not IN LOVE with me. I just wish you could feel the same way again. I miss US, i miss YOU ! But all i can do is wait, wait till things to hopfully get better. I want things to get better between US not including no one else. I dont wanna see other people it would feel so different. My life without you is so different really different.


All im saying is i hope you can feel the way you felt before, i love you n' miss you baby <3.
ALWAYS !

Im not giving up on you, never did NEVER WILL !

So there's

This boy yes Davin Viernes <3
i miss that boy so much !!!
I won't evaa' forget you since day one :D

Oh how i wish i learned from my mistakes, but baby im willing to wait for you, if it's want you want to know i'll get you back. But it will be hard. I'll do it for you though i'll always love you babe.

I Miss You & I Love You.

Ergh.

I really do miss US. Hurting as FUCK !. ugh teachers comming bye.

"I wish we could go back to the days, we use to be"

Missing you.

I MISS 'US' 032408.

a tear comes to mind, when i think of you
and remember the time when our friendship was new.
a gentle smile centered on your face,
and i knew that then was the time and place,
to kiss you,
i did and felt a tick back in my heart.
i thought we’d be forever and never part,
but now we have come to a fork in the road,
where we must no longer carry each other’s load,
let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar,
for the paths we are taking are very far apart.
i will remember always the places we went,
and cherish forever the time we’ve spent.
so now is the time where i say goodbye,
spend one last minute lost in your eyes.
as much as i know that we can’t stay,
i hope our paths will cross again some other day…
- derek del barrio

Holy FUCK!

Its april already ? damn' been slacking on blogs seriously hahahha. n' Holy FUCK. my baby's default oooooweeee heccca fineeee hahhaha.... OKKAY WTF?!

anyways my spring break is going goood, been goign out mostly err'dayy wooohoo YAY. so funn haha. ewww school is almost here damn' at least we have a couple months of school yeeno YAY not choke months ughh thats so errking. going summer school sucks but i want to yay. haha hardly gonna see babe but he'll COME TO ME hah like how i came to him that whole fricken summer. so its your turn babe hahahahah......

anyways im outt :D
catch chu laters !

Baby

I LOVE YOU & HELLA MISS YOU, i havent seen you in a long time wells not a loong time, but its been to loong since we seen eachother hahaha n' i fuckin' miss like mad buba <3
i love you dodo.

Anyways today was alright i guess. woke up around like 1 something cos' i slept at 3 somthing in the morning while babe was on the phone buhh he was asleep snoring n' shit haha nah nah i jokes. but yeah ate cinnabon :D YUMM ! then i guess like a 4 went running aroud the elementary agains wooohooo so good. But my god damn' legs soree as HELL so erkking. n' its still hurting owells progress hahahaha shiii' got home to bath n' errthang. Tiare called then she picked me up to go ice palace was soooo frickkken boring as fuck neva' had that much people so went home n' now im on here talking to baby :D
haha

byeee.

&

I'll always love my behbeh no mattta' the weatha'
cos we got that forevaa' n' evaaa <3

Officially !

1 YEAR WITH YOU BABY

Yayyayayay we madeee it.

your the best person i evaaa' had & the best feeling i evaa' had.

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEE YOUUUUU <33333333333

NAE ?!

UKININAM hahaha i nevaa' blog in what forevers lols shiiit.
anyways its fucking SPRING BREAK bitches PARTTTTTTTTYYY !
"cheee hooo" - jaren lols

so errking anyways.
Lastnight was fun. [diana's sweeet 16th bday party]
babe, me n' jaren went there at like 12pm n' stayed there till night'
lols had funnn foreals, even if i barly knew the bday girl still had fun lols.
erghhhh didnt go to hello kitty kitty that night , but watevvvv that night was bomb for me =)
yeeeeeeee' lols

TWOOOOO more daysssss <3

Fact.

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. - Bob Marley.

EVERYDAY .

It's been like this everyFUCKINday i swear to god -___-
ughhh erghhh FUCKK !. so erkking' im so pissed off about lastnight foreals, even tho' we say our "SORRIES" im still fuckin mad, thinking about that comment makes me wannna just fuckin hit everyone foreals. fuck i was so bitchy today n' yes i noticed it fuck i just didnt givee a shit waht i was doing to people. i just wished you never did that. n' like what i old you lastnight, about the jealous shit. Fuck im just scared kayy, scared thaa fact that i might lose you to some other girl......i dont want that to evaa happpen, i love you so much davin you doin even know how much i really do care for. im SOOOORRYYYY for everything. i hate my bitchy days but fuck i was so mad to the fuckin' MAXXXXXXXX! no joke sonnn'.

Fuck sometimes "i hate that i love you."

Into you.

Lastnight was uhhhh alright i guesss, babes party.
i was a LONER when kainoa n' ARLEX left grrrrrrr hahahah so junk.
had fights here n' there with my boyfriend but watevvvvv so fucking erkkking.
kay watevvvvv's -____-

pssssst erkkkking bitches these days is ughhhh. stupid shiitttts fuckkking asses ugh piss me off big time. you dont even know.


BYEEEE !

Candie.

To let go of everything [get loose]
mhmmm =) i want some of that right now. maybe for even tmrw...
YAY

today was okkay. prep rally was LAME ! like always hahaha. school was BORING.
pearls was boring i guesss. but i bought his presents FINALLY ^_^ hhee..... acomplished lols. Tomorrows the DAY ! cheeeee parrrtyyy niggs. candie & m&m lols yay lols.

well im out
peacee

Yesterday.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have YESTERDAY.

Anyways talkin' about the word YESTERDAY hahah , yesterday was a hella FUN day FUN FUN FUN :D all smiles i not even joking. except when we were walking apart from eachother that was so erkking but watevvv' ovaaa n; done with that shit haha.

Im in class Period 2 n' wtFUCK so boring, i stay doing my essay right now ughhh. 200 points bitch n' fuck i need that i hve a 'D' right now fuck i want a higher grade foreals. So why am i on here buwhahahahaha. Ewwww my 1st period ughhh i get 'F' stupid bitch, i just need to do two more assignments to get at least a 'D' hahhah

kayy i going do my work byeee.
alomost SATURDAY =)
hahah byeee/
M&M(arlex) CANDIE(angel)
you know what it is jhahahahahah
E-head bitch !

Every breathe

Every breathe I take

Will you be there in my heart

Cause I never wanna part

Every step I make will you be right by my side

Cause without you it ain't right

Girl it might seem that I'm insecure

Baby I been hurt before

I want you to know

That I'm intimate we'll get intimate as long as you love me

Promise me your love

I will be thereEvery breath u take

anyways i havent blogged for what awhile >x[

but yeahhh ive been having BETTER DAYS except for those fighting days. but were getting through it day by day yeahhh baby ;D i love you so much. DONT you ever forget that !!!!!!

anyways your praty is this up comming saturday n' i cant wait hahaha YAY.

byee.

HAPPY!

:D as evaaa' duuuude lols. anyways babes' b-day was yesterday... it was so much so fun to spend his b-day with him. ooooooh n' his sister n' brother lols so funnn i love them all of them . n' that cute baby that came on my leg grabriel ? i think his name haha he's such a cutie haha eating my phone hahhaha cute waattta cute thang lols. anyways i just had fun with my bestfriend i miss him already haha. had a session but didnt finish cos' his daddy'0 came home lols ahhh so junk that kinee lols. anyways idkkk. i left his house aroung 7 something i think ? idk ahahaha i love you bestfriend ! always n' forevaaa'

HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD B-DAY =D
N' I HOPE THAT 5 PAGE LETTER MADE YOU HAPPY HAHAA.
CANNOT WAIT TILL YOUR PARTY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

To my EX boyfriend DAVIN VIERNES ! :D i love you baby, hahaha yeeeeah people were OVER but not offically YAY hahah. were just being bestfriends at this moment haha even if were boyfriend , girlfriend were still bestfriends lols we both got that FOREVER TYPE lols. happy birthday baby =) i love so muchhh ! hahhaha its like 1213 am right now n' yeeeeeah imma see you later on today YAY ! i miss you already. nay you went sleep on the phone erghh hahaha nahh but yeeahh. ill blog about how my day goes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN BABE !!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU <3

Over.

NOT FOR GOOD , JUST FOR NOW ! =( I LOVE YOU BABY N' IM SO SO SORRY I DIDNT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN BUT IT DID LIKE I TOLD YOU.
N' NO I AINT TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT FUCKIN' HAPPEN OR WHAT I DID ! IM IN A LOT OF MESS RIGHT NOW N' I DONT NEED OTHER PEOPLE INVOLVE IN MY MESS. ITS ONLY BETWEEN ME N' DAVIN SO DONT BOTHER ASKING.

I LOVE YOU DAVIN ! ALWAYS.

BESTFRIENDS FOR NOW IS GOOD ;)
N' IMMMA PROVE THAT ILL BE A BETTER GIRLFRIEND ONCE AGAIN IF IT HAPPENS WHICH I HOPE WILL !

I LOVE YOU....

The TRUTH !

Like he said "it's better to know now , than in the future" . damn' that really got to me =(
n' this is gonna be THE TRUTH !!!!!......

2CAJ.

Fuckkkin dumb girl i am lols ahahahhaha 2 2 2 ????? oh godd. i no good at all lols.

Lastnight iwas suppose to go see baby but ended up not going =( how sad. i was suppose to go bowling with him family buh haww so erkking i nevaa' go , baby was sad cos he wanted me to go so badly lols owells. he called me at like 3 in thaa morning saying he just got home haha aino so late but ainokea i gotta talk to me baby. idk what the hell happened on the phone we both said HI then it was silence then i woke up still on the phone with him for like 4 hours lol damn' so cutee tho' lols

3Moredays for you handsome :D
sixxxxxxxxxxxxTEEEEEEEN
yah love yay hahaha.

2nd time BAD GIRL lols so dumb , but watevvvvvvvv'
hahahahha still GOOD just like the 1st yeah ;p

CTELAB

I just notice i didnt finish my blog yesterday but sorry lols o wells i got lazy or i forgot..... Hahha yeups i forgot about it.

Im in CTELAB right now tryna finish my ecos' ugh so boring n' hella erkking that shiitt damn'...
OMG lunch was fun :D stupid john mark almost ate it on the stairs, see bitch thats what you get for fuckin' picking on my you GAY JOHN MARK hahah not MASTER JOHN MARK. stupid i saw that on my phone so erkking haha. yay went to s.a.l.t today its this class about god n' damn' i forgot what s.a.l.t mean i ony know L & T which is loving together i forget S&A hahahha.

Hmmmm.....today gonnna go out n' get things SECERT .....
blog when i get home byee.

5 More days baby

GET A LIFE !

HAhahahah TRUE THAT yeeeah babe :D
like you say its so true he really needs to act his age n' GET A FUCKIN' LIFE !
seriously haha ewwww watttata fuckin' pervvvv he is lols so gross , idk how thaa fuck i was FWB with that bitch ahah nah not a bitch but ewww so gross lols. POP 4 tires lols haha drive home all poped yeah love ? hahah thats so fucking funny.

Anyways boyfriends birthday is like in 6days YAY cannot wait for it ,
hahah drink up in me :D yeah love lols ooooooooo n' your party to lols SLEEP OVER !!!!!! yeahh i hope i do hahah.
uhhh ....... its almost 200, bells gonna ring bbls
byeeee ;D
muaaaaaahh haha

Like THIS.

"YOU HAVE TO LOSE SOME TO WIN SOME.
YOU GOTTA HAVE NONE BEFORE YOU START GETTING SOME. 

WHEN YOU START GETTING SOME, YOUR NOT GONNA WANT NONE,
BECAUSE YOU'LL REALIZE YOUR DONE 

& YOU ONLY WANT ONE."

Happy

As evaaaa :D
haha got a morning text saying wells ill just say he said "Happy 11 Months" =] i cant let out the rest of the text haha its between me n' him buwhahahaha.
Anyways my moring was the best . Just 1 moree fricken month till 1 yeeearr buu' YAY my longest relationship evaaa' n' it had to be with a boy i hella fricken love to thaa maxx. I love you baby always ^__^
Your the most amazing guy evaaaa' hehe.
byeee now.
Happy 11Months Davin Kekaimana Villanueva Viernes.
ILOVEYOU;....

I notice.

He's the best most amazing guy evaaa' :D
..."I wuv you baby." - Davin Kekaimana Villanueva Viernes.


Hahhahaha anyways,
11 Months tmrw YAY damn' so long already .
N' still our LOVE is hella strong .

Fuck ,

MY OTHER BLOG :D
hahahahahha

ERKKKKED !

To thaaaa fuckin' MAXXXXXXXXXX !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hateeee it foreals , wtf?! 1 day already not talking n' what are you going for another day ? Fuckkk im getting so errrked alreadddyy .... i didnt even talk to you YET ! so fucking irritating foreals..... FUCKKK FUCKK FUCK !!!! i afligha ;oifhba;o gh[oasihg[oahga

THIS IS SUCH fucking BULLLSHIITT !
wateveeersss your gonnna git i twhen you calll >;[


byeeee fuckkk

Slowly.

Losing another BESTFRIEND..... You have been such a grrreat friend to me a really great friend. But thennn your feelings took over everything, literally EVEYTHING ;( our frendship is slowly going away. I really love the fact that you really do care for me , but i know you dont care about me just as a friend you care about me more than that D; thats why im so upset with that. But evaaa' since THAT DAY you told me you liked me changed everything :( it really did change everything. I cant belive it... This is why we cant to really talk eachother anymore. Know mattta' how hard it is for you , im sorry we cant talk. I just need you to git' over me, yes aino its gonna be hard as you say , but i dont want it to be more diffucult for you already. im alreadyy hurting you to stop talking to you. i dont want to be the reason why your getting hurt, i didnt want to hurt you. i wouldnt evaa' but i guess im doing it right now. but like what my boyfriend said "it's gonna be his fault for liking you , he's hurting himslef its not gonna be your fault" even tho' its not gonna be my fault as he says, i just dont want to be the reason why your HURT.

IM SOOOORRRYYYYYYYYY........... you know this is the right wayy.
im gonna miss talking to you about EVERYTHING but its way different now that you have feelings for me. im gonna miss it =(
......

Driving,

Is so much fun with my dadddy'o :D
hahahaha buwahhahahaah.

im sitll hella sickkk , getting a little better i guesss idk idk hahah ;p
so funnny.

Lols, i just notice i havent done these things since last yearrr wtf?! haha , i guess its cos' i wanna listen to the boyfriend thats whyy haha, 1 dayy again i just gotta wait lols. I MISS IT tho' lols so muchhh funn.


i loveee my behhbehh ;]

byee.

SICK !

Ughhhhh ewwww im so sickkk damn' i feel like shit n' craappp its so errrkinggg, baby got me sick ahhahhaa damn' owells i hope i git bettter :D

=( im so sad right nowwwww , damn' my bestfriend might transfer to moanalua junior year .. hawwwww so sad im like ballin' tears right now you dont even know , she my bestFUCKIN'friend thats whyyy.... so frickkken errking damn' i just hope she doesnt go. But like if she goes i might decide to go to pearlcity. aino aino LAME ! but oowells it wont be thee same without tiare =( . PLEASE DONT GO !

another thing is that im sad cos' what my bestfriend told me to do , n' aino thats thaa right choice, but stilll i cant seen to do IT ..... this may take timeee.
im out, i guesss my day was alright , school n' then pearls ..... ^_^
buttt being sickkk is HELL ! blahhh...... i only like it once in awhile hahaha.

TOMORROWS someones birthday yeeee'
hahah BYEEE.

ALL DAY !

Hmph , my day was so boring really boring ing ing ing ing ing ing ......... bwuahahhaha so erkking. But anyways i was totally on myspace this whole damn' day yes aino no LIFE but watevvvv's. hmm so yeahs i woke up at around 9 ish , text babe n' jaron :) i kept fallin' back asleep n' text both them to late haha i had like the same text from them ovaa n' ovaa lols. im sorry you two lols. but anyways once i was really awake went bathroom n' took shower n' stuff, i wanted to go shopping but then my mom instead went to the beach i didnt want to go cos' i was really lazy n' stuff lols. Babes' phone shut off so he said that he was gonna text me w/ his brothers phone but i guess he didnt. I got a text like 3 hours after he said that. he was saying sorry n' shit cos' jace forgot his phone at home n' they where at chuck E chesse lols so cutee, he told me that he won 800 tickets for his sister kiara =) so cute that kinee lols. texted babe for a loooooooooooooooooong time lols, till he called n' he was arguring with me cos' i didnt finish my homework so he made me finsh it lols , he was just on the phone listening to me read my notes n' shit lols. ughhh then his phone shut off on both of us how errrking , so he called backk w/ his hale phone ...... haha that fakkkka fell asleeeep so cute tho' i woke him up to tell him g'night n' just go to bed already lols. both said I LOVE YOUS' n' now im on this lols im suppose to be sleeping cos' babe said so yeahhh im out.

peaceeee.

Valentines day,

Hmmmm, i had a good valentines day bettaaa than the rest yeeeeee'
haha just spent time with baby n' his family :D so funn.... i miss my baby already lols "Will you marry me " hahah hawwwww i love that shiiitt' a day ill always remember lols...
im bored right now i miss kiara lols n' jace so funn playing football with him lols.
wells im out i guesss.

Hope everyone had a good v-dayy..
<3

byeee

No good,

I FEEL LIKE CRAPPP!!!!!!!!!!!

=/

whaaaaa thaaa FUCK ?!

stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiid asses , is always changing there fucking damn' mines how irritating FUCK IT , FUCK THIS , FUCKKK YOUUUU !!!!!!!

just STFU both you tooo .
stop fucking fighting ovaaa' me its to damn' errking git a fucking life you two. friccccccccccckkkkkk.
YOU like me n' YOU love me.
shittttt stop fighting .
YOU need to understand that i cant be more thn just your friend , i cant if im already twith someone , please understand that.

n' YOU , have to git' a grip n' stop acting so damn' hard, n' you know for a fact i don't even like him cos' you should already know that i LOVE youuu.

FUCKKKKKKK !!!!
BYEEEEEEEEE

Twilight 2.

Hahahah another session of it YAY :D
so much fun lols. well right now i heard were gonnah have abnother riot again immma'
miss it but owells i dont care lols not my problem seriously...
Oh godd someone smells like my boyfriend :D smell so goood n' omg someone smells
like my friend jaron now like ewww wtf?! hahah nah nahhhh justt kiddd.

wells bbls when i git' home , gonna' do my work byeee.

Twilight.

Yeahhh im in that right now lols , if you dont know what it means its a after school class aino shut up its lamee but hey its really fun for me lols. Anyways there was a fight this morning haha so fucking halarious lols. N' theres a fight right now like right after school errrghhh i wanted to watch it to lols but o wells i rather focus in school more rather than low life peoples lols serious talk tho'.

Algebra 1 - Just worked on classwork n' like finish my back work to raise up my grade cos' its a 'F' again OMG so errking lols. But after doing my work just talked to shana n' hiilani.

English - Idk what thaa fuck was going on in that class , just took notes on what my teacher was talking about , then this other teacher came to talk about 2011' graduration shiitt idk that was totally boring, when she left just took more notes on julius caesar lols. Then i guess i was finish my teacher told me to do these things for bonus points so i did it n' yeah. HAHHAH john kept gitting busted cos' he was tlaking to much n' he was mocking my teacher haha so dumb.

Wiki - Went to MPB w/ john for listen to his beats n' make more beats , damn' pretty dope his beats lols comming more good this boy. He was gonna flow but then he forgot his book to rap about i think ? so we jsut headed to the cafe n' jsut chilled there till thaa bell rang ;]

BBLS , im gonna git to this laters when i git' home hahah i need to be doing my work so
Byeee.

K backkkk hahah .
But im to lazy to finish what happen today lols.

Hmmmm yeah at jaron's house right now yeahh byeee ;]

Ain't leaving.

Nevaaaa ' evaa' boo ;D
BESTFRIENDS forevaaa' n' evaa'

cheeee hahah.

Today was fun i guess at pearls cruised with jaron , ruben n' these two other boys
oh n' brieani n' tiare after that lols.

dammn' i missed a fight by zippys damit lols , but i know jaysa went bust her up lols
i know already lols.

Ughhhh towards the end bout like leavinf pearlridge ughh.... Just chilled with jaron n' out of no were i just started ballin' tears D; how sad , like a good friend he tried to make me feel better yeeeeeeee' hahaha.

but babe called so im gonna go

deuces !

Heartless.

So like ive' beeen hearing that ringtone on my phone like choke ass times , n' im hearing it right now ugh so errking its like okkkayy if i dont answer the call more than twice then that means i dont even wanna talk god damn' how erkking , if i miss the call then maybe ill call back but thats if want to :D

haha so like today we ended early YAY 1243 nukkka' cheeee.
Just went pearls with my cousin them , then my other cousin called to chill n' walk around with him at pearls so yeeeeah i was with him mostly the whole fricken day haha, his belated birthday gift to spend time with him hah oh n' i bought him foood n' sushi cos' he got hungry again lols. Idk where his food goes cos' he's so fricken skinny damnn' seriously !!!!!! he kept errking me tho' bout this girl lols ovaaa n' ovaaa saying the same shit , i was like "STFU ! " but still i love em' my favorite cousin :D


ugh you know what im irritated right now , i just saw something n' ughhh


FUCK!

peacee.

Lockdown.

Its like 2 pd the most boringest class evaa' but yeah.........

Omg so erkking , we been on lockdown for about 1 hour in this stupid class ughh how irritating. But it was for a reason duhhh ! Really serious reason tho' what did we have ?! OH yah we had a chemical explosion cos' some dumbass did something with a water bottle thing i think ? uhhh IDK lols.

But here if you like read about em'
http://www.honoluluadvertiser.com/article/20090203/BREAKING/90203054

Ugh stupid teacher is such a really dumb ass seriously , ughhh.....

wells going do her stupid work :p
haa'

Byeee.

JOHN WAS HERE.
"NO HOMO"..

^^^^^^
Omggg shaddddup lols
deuces.

STEELERS

BITCH ! thats right cheeeeeee heee' OMG that game was so da bomb :D

I win agaisnt my daddy yay LOLS.

huahah to bad for you buba , I WIN n' you know it yay !

Only me n' my cousin n' uncle went for steelers in my fam.

N' what now niggg ?! chhhhhhhhheeeeeeeheeeee

=D

Hawww ,

Fricken Bj Penn.....
what a fukkin fag ! you let your people down ! what a big disgrace to UFC ! lose money.
But goood try tho' lols
hahahah shiiit

i cried cos' that fuckkkka quit wattta dummie seriously ugh !

Hate.

The fact im weak n' i cant be strong.

Ive' tried fro you , but i guess it wasnt good enough =(

i gave you change,-nuff said. Although it was for a short while It wasnt good enough? I was coming to belive that i trusted you FULLY, and now after I try and change i get what in return? THE SAME SHIT' i was tryna stay away from. PUT YOURSELF in MY SHOES,and you'll understand how hard i tried.

I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU !


LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!

Field trip ,

To campbell high school , hahha just kidding not a field trip butt i
Ditched schoool 1 time of the 09' babyy Teeeheee.
hahahahah so FUN saw babe at school today :]
hahah Wow i can say that i was at school with babe for once lols , even though we dont even go the same school lols but haaa' i went his school yay ;)i so loved it ......
i wish i was at the same school w/ babe but at the same time i dont think its good . For my reasons mhmm.... hahah wells i dont want to talk bout my whole day just that i went to campbell campus haha then went pearls ...

N' wow jaren is so lucky that i let him borrow my purple vans n' that i lucky that i brought extra slippers lols. frickkk he's lucky i gave it to him haha see what a nice friend i am lols.


frickkkaa ts so cold ughhh so ughhh feel good but ughhh .


i love my buu buu'

deuces.

Like always ,

I miss my behbeh :(

Omg so boring today fucking shit ughhhh . Hmmm anyways woke up cos babe called sayin' if i called but i did'nt haaa' i think it was my nephew who called him but anyways after he asked that it was quiet n' yeahhh watevaaa's so errrking he said he going talk to me laters hmmm so errking. hahahha JOKE. After my brother texted me saying were going to waikele got ready n' went there hahaha so fricken boring never even git' anything cos' my mom ughhh so errrking foreals fuckk lols. watevvaaaaaa' lols
haha kayyy ainolike talk bout my day alreadyy haha so erkkks

SHUT UP Ughhh so errking today , my mom erkkkking , my bother errrking
he errrrkking , they errrrking FUCK ughhh FUCK YOU asdvpoanvf abn[pva]fv....

Ewwwww fuck school tomorrow ughhh so UGLY !

hahahahhahah hahahahah ahHAHahaha

BYeeee...

Worth it,

He's really worth trying for ;) no matta' how hard it is. I try just for him n' hope for things to git' better n' just deal with it. i love you dodo.. hahaha

Today was ughh so goooood, then boring, then booring agains lols. So ugly n' GAYY ! hahaha.
except for after class haha was bomb just did group work n' anykine haha was so funny ... i love the people in that class i hated my fricken other after school class was to boring n' ewww lols. Now its FUN yay.
hahaha whatevaaa' so errking .

Anyways when i got home , just stay'd on myspace n' then my baby text'd me n' we was just textin when he was by pearlcity park by thaa police sation.. :D yay. haha i got to see him , stupid bother was so erkking cos' he didnt want to take me. So i actually had thaa nerve to ask my mom lols cos' she doesnt even know bout him , but she drove me there to see him finally =) haha gave em' my Nails winterball pictures lols eww i dont like it buhh i guess he does haha.....Said byeee then yah yah. whatevaaa'

lols i lazy blog now so BYEE ....
Ohhh n' tomorrow is Aiea fest yay.

deuces.

Untitled.

Lols , oh wells. Hmmm... my day was BORING really BORING, i dont even wanna talk 'bout it. Hahahah but like maybe around 8 something i had funn. Bestfriend tiare texted me to meet her at the park but then i ended up walking all the way to the stop light, fricken tiare hahaha. Met up with her n' i forgit that boys name opps haha. Ewww n' i was walking bare foot lols so gorss so tiare gave me her slippers n' her jacket cos' was hella cold damn'. Ok so i thought i was just gonna met her but we ended up going to that boys house haha roz i think thats how you spell em' but yeah she was playin' basketball blahh i stayed there till' like 9. n' roz n' tiare walked me back home got busted from my mom but thats a watevvvva lols....

=(
Hawwww...i miss you
I don't like the fact , i can't even see you everyday n' it really buggs me A LOT....Sometimes i just wish we both could be in a same school foreals :( I cannot even handle this anymore trust. I cant even stand being away from you makes me cry. Eveytime i git to see you n' i leave i just wanna start crying cos' i know it will take forevaa' n' aday just to git' to see you again n' its hurts. We phsically cant even see eachother that much. n' i hate that. I just wish your parents werent' that over protective of you , i mean your a big boy. Oh how i just wish. Im so commited to you already. I dont care what people say , i am here to stay no matta' the weathaa'...ILOVEYOU

Slow Motion ,

I just really love this song seriously , ^_______^
i love it , & plus the way she sings it hahah OMG.
I LOVE IT hahahah

Another,

Boring day but then interesting at the same time hahaha ;)

So hmmmm , i woke up in a very good mood actually for once. I guess its cos' i got a lot of sleep hahahha. Wells i got up at about 600 and got ready and shit , woke up my cousins to git' ready . I was already done . So i just waited for my mom & my cousin them to git' ready , when they were done we headed to school. Mom droped us off me & my cousin decided to walk to 711 cos' she was hungry i bought arizona green tea of course & one musubi yum....... Then walked back to school and just' chilled with the regulars John, Alex, Brieani blah blahhh watevaaa'. Bell rang went to 1pd: Damn' stupid teacher wasnt in a good mood haaa' like he evaaa' is so fricken errking him. So i just did my class work n' did my homeworkk aftaaawords. 2pd: Walk to class sat by john as usuals gave him my winterball picture cos' he couldnt stop bugging my about it ughh hahah dummie, started to talk bout my relationship n' how im feeling and stuff.....made me sad started to cry =( so sad thats why so yeeeeh didnt wanna talk bout it anymore so just did my work n' yeah. Wiki: Me n' john was walking towards to the cafe but then i told him that i wanted to see my teacher to give him my picture john came with me , gave my pic n' just decided to chill in there cos' he aint my teacher no mores cos' he got switched to another class so sad :( the only teacher i can talk bout my feelings to in classs hahahahaha. 5pd: Did a construted response thats it. Lunch: Went cafe and blahhhhhhhhhh chilled. 6pd: Did my outlinee then pau school haha ;p

After school went to pearls like always hahahahaha , i need to stop going seriously its like dumb hahah. Babe called while i was walking around pearls . Ewwwwwww samson was there n' kept saying HI to me n' blowed me a kiss ewww wtf?! so uglyyyy hahaha.... So i didnt want to be a pearls anymore cos' it was boring n' cos' him ughh hahaha so walked to the bus stop n' waited but was fucking raining as fuckkk so dumb and eww lol. Got home did my homeworkkk fell asleeep n' yeah .

Doneee.
hahahhhaahaha
babe told me to sleep like an' hour ago but im not oppps sorrry love,
loveee you always !



deuces.

oh no ,

We have school tomorrow , i thought we start on wed but i guess not . We start tomorrow blahh so gay but i aint going tomorrow haha i git' one more free day. YAY :D

Wells me and baby had a session today , in a different kinnda way tho' hhaha stupid head ;p

Wells today i went to pearls with my mom and two brothers , my mom bought me clothes YAYAYAY hahah so fun ;) ooooooh and i got a green tea frap to YUM YUM ^___^ its like 440 right now and so boring like fuckkkk ! mmkk i going read bye .

peace.

EDIT:
New Years Resolutions.

• stop being jealous ;) hahaha
• concentrate more in schoool.
• stop slacking.
• homework before computer.
• not to much sweets/junks.
• be nicer to everyone, STOP being a bitch ;p
• have self control.
• save money.
• be organized
• listen to my mom more.
• grow my hair out more.
• keep my commitments & promises.
• don't ditch school anymore.
• stop being that bad girl status anymore . hahahah
• less SESSIONS with baby ;p

....more to come .

NIVARC*

I need more SESSIONS' baby seriously likeee BADLY kineee.

...i love you

-

Blahhhhhhhhhhh , leet me update from yesterday .

010608 - So yeahhh i was suppose to see baby , but didnt end up going to his house cos' my brother & his friend wanted to take me ou tfor my birthday which was in december lols . wells yeahhh ended u going to alas' to eat at bubba gumps YUMM ^___^ then after just went to waikiki and shop walked all over waikiki , then left and went to watch movies and yeah done =)
hahaha.
Today - Went to see baby FINALLY hehe had fun with him , and his sister & brother and that one little girl that kept saying HI to me like a lootaa times haha so cute . Uhm had 2 sessions with babe =] was bomb yeeeah babe ? cheeeee



UHM OKAY IDK WHAT HAPPEN TO THIS BLOG SO IM LAZY TO REWRITE HAHAHAHA

BYEEE

Untitled ,

Hahahah owells , damn' ive been slackin' on blogs , seriously i really do not have time hha & now i do YAAY ;)

Yesterday lastnight , i went to ice palace with my baby , friends & my bestfriend. haha had fun i fell once on my ass was so funny lols foreals i never care lols ;p hahahah was funnny. it was a good night for me , saw baby & HER* skating together hmmm.... it was alright cos' im not trynah be that jealous type no more & i understand that he's her bestfriend and stuff . So i let it go , im proving this to him =) i love you boo' & im starting to be good friends with her ;)
YAY .

Im starting my New Year G double O D - GOOD hahaha =]

Today - didnt do anything seriously NOTHING wtf?! ewww so ugly lols . babe didn't call me all day , maybee he's busy i don't know ?! i didnt wanted to call him and yeah yeah whatevaaa' .

so yeahhh im bored and going byeeee.


.....stupid kindergarden size yeah kayla hahaha ;]


♥ ANGEL .

09'

yeeeeh , OMG so fast kine foreals .
mhmmm wells happpy new years to everyone .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

TO ME HAHAHHA YAYAYAYAY =)

Thanks to thoses who greeted me , sent me texts & called me .
i LOVE you all haha.


byeee.

EDIT:

Today , was okayyy then bad ughhh. but i dont even wanna talk bou it cos' it hurts so yeahs .

watevers. BIRTHDAY came out ughhh ajkdsnfkjsbdvabiv .

BYEE !

merry christmas eve &

HAPPY 9 MONTHS ,


Yay omg its christmas eve , and tomorrow is CHRISTMAS omg omg omg so fricken fast like foreal kinee OMG i trip hahah . and yay 9 months together with Davin Kekaimana Villanueva Viernes damn' im so hapoy with you babe , just 3 more months then we make a 1year woahhh , both our longest yeah baby ? yay I LOVE YOU BOO' fo'evaaa' & evaaa' ehhehehee.


wells im out for tonight .
Wells have a merry christmas eve & CHRISTMAS :]
byeeee

oh damn'

OMG OMG OMG foreals kineee i never blog in a very very long time hahah so dakine,
wells

Friday night - i went to a christmas party , was alright =]
Saturday night - i went to a party again , was hella fun . i drank in front of my mom for the very first time lols .
Sunday - Aiea's winterball was really F U N i loved it, especally cos' babe was with me YAY '


Lastnight - Was okayyy went to babys' winter ball JCHS ... it was fun but not betta' than ours lols , people wasnt even dancing hahah only little bit. But our winterball had choke people like foreal kineee. Hahah but anyways it was going goood till that fucking ruined my night FUCK ! that was so fucked up . Also making me watch you guys ughh -___- im still mad about it but babe you could have at least ask yee'no foreals ;p then i would have let you . Instead of jaren tellin' me yee'no ughhh damn' so erkkkin . But then yeahhh idk hahah when we was going home stupid baby you crack me up what 'WE' was doing in the car haha and had kayla , jaren , your mom & dad was in there . ahha you crack me up but was the da bomb cos' that was the first time lols with that much people lols . i loveeeeeeeee you babe .


hahahah kay
i pau byeee .

Uhmmmmm?

im not good at making blog titles LOLS ;p
owells , yeah im oloike so bored right now . I can't go out cos' im grounded only for now tho' not lonng time haha -___- ughh cos' yeahh im suspended FAKKK ! hah funny tho'

Lastnight : All i did was stay home couldnt go out , couldnt go outside to play cos' the stupid weattthaaa' blahh blahh so just watched all kine Movies like Twilight i watched that maybe 2 times in one day lols , Uhm i watched 8 mile , sweetest thing , & uhm drumline thats bout it it think idk ? Uhm Matt was texting me to go pearls but i lied to him that i can't cos' my boyfriend stay my house haha shit he erkkin matt foreals fakkken shit , cannot even leave me alone. Uhm my nephew got droped off to my house YAY ;D he's so cuteee i loveee em' i was playing with him & yeah yeah he slaped my face haha so funny but thats okay. I think baby texted me ? i dont know i forgit Lols .

Today : Woke up took shower cos' i was gonna go out but NO , my mom was being a bitch ughhh i told her my dad was gonna pick me up alreaddy & she's like "NO , tell em you grounded & you can't go out" so ughh fakk i never see my dad in like a lonng time i was tellin her and she never say anything , fucking stupid bitch , sometimes i just wish i can move with my dad already i seriously do want to , i had enough of her dumb shit's foreals . so i guess im here just blogging watching tv. boring boring boring -____- wells byee .

Uhm yeahhh PHONE not working dont call dont text.


♥ angel.

okay wtf?!

OKAY YEAH I GOT SUSPENDED YESTERDAY , THATS WHY I DIDNT GO SCHOOL TODAY. SO FUCKIN' ERRRKIN '


SHIT AND YEAHS , FUCK IF YOU THINK I NVER HAVE YOUR BACK THAT DAY THEN IDK SHIII' , WTF?! I DID KAY JUST B'COS I NEVER HELP FIGHT BACK DAMN' I WAS THERE PULLIN' YOU GUYS APART YOU DONT KNO HOW HARD THAT FUCKIN' WAS KAY , FUCK & PLUS I GOT SUSPENDED FOR SOMETHING I NEVER END DO SHIIT' I GITTIN BUSTED COS' YOU BUT I LETTIN' IT GO COS' I NEVER KNEW WAS GOING HAPPEN , ! FUCK I MIGHT GIT' KICKED OUTTA' THAT SCHOOL WHAT THAAA FUCCKKK !?! BE HAPPY IF I GIT' OUT COS' GOING BE ALL YOUR FAULT THAT I WENT GIT' KICKED OUT FOREALS I NOT TRYNAH BE MEAN BUT SHIII' IF YOU THINK I NOT EVEN THERE FOR YOUR BACK THEN MINUS WELL NO NEED BE MY FRIEND ? YAH IF YOU THINK I NEVAH HAVE YOU BACK WHICH I DID , SHIII' AND DAMN' I SAYIN SORRRRRY TO LIKE FOREALS , DAMN' AINO IT WOULD BE FUCKED UP TO IF YOU NEVAH HAVE MY BACK , BUT I GOING THANK YOU FOR ACTUALLY BEING THERE FOR AT LEAST TRY , AND FOR BREAK US APART NAWWW MEANN ? SHEEEESH ,, & YEAHHH AINO YOU TELLIN' PEOPLE THAT I NEVAH HAVE YOU BACK & SHIIIT ' BUT DAMN' IDK WHY YOU GOTTA TELL SHIT I ALREADYY FEEL BAD ENOUGH , & YOU MAKIN' ME FEEL MORE BAD GOD DAMN'


ALL I GOOTTA SAY IS IM SORRRY DAMN'


OUT --
ANGEL !

FOREVAA' & A DAYY ,

hahah damn' i havent' been on this for a while oh gosh , i dont just lazy to write sometimes haha (: btuchas yeahs , whats going on with me so far uhm yesterday i didnt go to school cos' i was sick and i still am =( so errkin' fakk i hate it. & ugh i have a small red scratch on my face cos' my nephew scratch my face fakkk , and now i gotta use the stupid bandaide on my face ughh , haha nelly girl i remember that (: damn' so erkin i look stupid haha ;p so errrkin haha.

"I'm lucky im in love with my best friend"

hmmm... yeahs im lucky haha i love i mean "WE" love that song yeeah baby .

Omg im so bored right now , butchas yeah 'bout my day , uhm FAKK ! i really didnt want to go to school cos' i dont know i was so tired and i just wanted to go back home ugh -___- but NO brieani made me stay in school stupid bitch ahah na i love you girl butchas yeah morning was boring , stupid alex tells me "Look your boyfriend is comming" so fuckin' dumb just cos' were really close it don't mean we go'n out like wtf?! chill he git' girlfriend , i git' boyfriend DUHH alex ! Period 1 , was hella boring haha stupid teacher was mad at us haha ainokea he erkks anyways haha but i got a note to go see the counceler bout something (: had to go back to class but i did'nt just walked around school and text my baby yeeee'sonnn . bell rang walked to Period 2 by myslef for once haah , butchas my teacher wasnt in a good mood so was i and like she was bein' a fuckin' bitch to my friend in class like wtf?! we tell us that we cannot fuckin' help eachother out bout what to do in class thats why its called "HELPING PEERS" i swear her so dumb idk so erkkin' Wiki : went cafe an' OMG i was so happy cos' my buddy(josh) was there like YAY ! he's back omg omg so happpy than evaa' haah anyways didn't do nothin' in there like i sed i wansnt in the mood i was hella tired , hmm... someone called from private im guessing it was HIM* stupid fakkka wasnt even talking stupid idiot ,. Period 4: I always sleep in that class cos' there's nothin to do foreal kineee , chill class but boring people in there seriously ! so junk & gayy haha. bell rang Lunch : Uhm went cafe then on sat with josh & tiare haah wrote on eachothers arm an' hands haha so cool foreals christmas colors to (: took me forevaa's to wash it off cos' josh's drawin was like my whole arm ahah in his words "Eh , you burn ahh ? We go drink" haha so funny na' i pau with doing that for nows just wait till' my birthday yeeah ! uhm Period 6 : Just did a test i think i did good , yes i did . Listened to ipod talked to robyn bout *ahemmm haah hook it up ! so funny . After School : didnt do anything but yah "21122124 but thaa other way around (: hhaha"
only my bestfriend knows what im talkin' about ahaha *inside joke yeaah ?! hahah so CUTE !

Uhm yah tiare and me walked to the bus stop , she went home i went home yah yah so boring .

i going shower nows byeee (=

peaccce .

TIARE WAS HEA.

DAVIN.
i love angel more than YOU do!
haha,
'cuzz i do.
& i lover her forever and ever.
until eternity, alwayzs, & our love..
is EVERLASTING.
because she is my...
BESTFRIEND :]
yes she is hahaha.
&& not y0urs ;]
hehe.
i love angel forever
and ever
&& i love you angel.
no matter what choice you make in life.
im always gonnah support you.
and be there for you.
no matter what,
just remeber that otayyyy ;]
love y0u ding d0ng.


^^^ Hahahahah i love tiare always & forevaaaa' till evaaaa' yeeee'sonnn , thats my only bestfriend (: oh and you to davin viernes haaha .

So today was alright i guesss , yesterday i watched TWILIGT was hella bomb ! foreals , haha & today i watched it agains hah , the guys eyes make me loved stoned foreals its like i fell in love hahahhaah ;p

yeahhhs idk i bored right now , tiare is like next to me haha staring at what im writing haha so funnny but i love her (: hmmm.... i miss you davin viernes like foreals hahah , i like seee you already hah , im really glad were back together foreals you reopend my Heart .... i promise to not try to hurt you evaa' agains im soooory boooo'

wellls its boring right nows , i going git' off this shiii'

dueces !

FRE$H START -

NO HOMO ! - john vida . hhaha idk that bitch came in my head , and i heard him sayin' that do fuckin' errkin' haha nah i joke .

Recap of last night .
It was the night where EVERYTHING came out , i told him everything damn' was so scary foreals . I was cryyin and errthang . But OMG , everything came out good afterwards , i guess he understand that it was a BIG MISTAKE & everyone makes mistakes . He asked me back out YAY =) omg i so happy like foreal kine . But im still really really sorry baby ;( i really am .
....Starting fresh , forgiitin' the past but also learning from it .

Its fricken 6:44 & i going school almost ughh -___- so erkkin'
kay deuces .

♥ ANGEL.

Uhm okays im home from school and pearls . Kinna fun today like wow for once ' ahaha nah , buh then yeee'h . In the morning chilled in the cafe cos' i was with john and yah that fakka never eat breakfast aww so sad haha he was like super hungry haah so funny . Period 1 , Ugh i fuckin' hate that stupid dumb class i >x so fuckin' errkin my teacher suchhha bitch giving me headache , plus my stupid phone wasnt' working so got my mad more ugh wells just did my class work in there & yeahs . Period 2 , 3 people presented and yah was okayy i guess m fuckin' me & john couldn't stop laughin' cos' we talk bout all kinee shii' so HALARIOUS ! ;p Wiki , went to cafe and chilled with my cousin , shana and tiare then afterwards went went to chill with Vida like always ahha so badly he wanted to text his girlfriend but my phone wasnt workin' ahha sorries ;) Period 5 , was okayy just did a test in front of the class was hella fun , but i lost haha i tried tho' just listened to kainoa's ipod and drew thats it . Lunch , chilled with John & went to G building to meet up with will and let john sell him his jersey haha so dakkkineee , fakkken john made me mad cos' i thought he droped my ball down the building' haha i love my ball haha i made it thats why ;p and just chilled at G building till' bell rang . Period 6 , we finish decorating the star cookies so nice foreals i like it , yah yah did worksheet thas it .

After School , found out that my buddy[JOSH] his last day was yesterday =( hawww so sad i wanted to cryy cos' i didnt git' to say goodbyee , we miss you josh you'll always be a A'TOWN boy haha betta' represent that hat at MILILANI ! haha but i miss you chokest already , fakka you betta' come back cos' i want to graduate with you budddy , loveee yah ;)

kayyy latees -

Hectic ,

Yes it is -____- damn' i haven't been on this for like ? Uhhhhh.....
idk how long haaa' , lets just say i haven't been so well =( yes sadly..

I really FUCKED ! up , & i haven't even told him yet' cos' he ain't even callin'
damn'. Im really scared at this point , cos' what had happened ugh >x[ it was a BIG
MISTAKE , and im really scared & guilty . But i kno' i have to tell him the truth , i don't
want to lie to him , i don't want to keep it away from him , i rather tell him cos' if he
finds out damn' it would be more worser and i kno' it will be .

Well IDK ughhh -____- i just hopes he understand how SORRY i am =(

i loveee that boyy till' death , i loveee you booo'

♥ ANGEL.