*Neww

Should i reeally choose to move on and experience someone new ? Hmmm..what to do ? youu want me to try something new and thats what youu want me to do. But see i don't want to do it cos you want me to do it, i have to decide for myself not you decide for me. This reminds me of my friend, He told her "if you love me, you would go out with him" She only did it because HE wanted her to do it, and i know for a fact she did'nt want that, right now she still loves him..... N' i don't want to make that mistake by you tellin' me to do something i don't want to do. I'm afraid of losing you, im afraid of losing him. I don't want him hurt for me choosing you over him. But see it's want i want to choose nor one of youu can choose for me. I swear doing these things with youu both, just hurts me in the end realizing that i can't being this anymore n' have to decide what i reeallly do want. But i don't know what i want. I want you n' i want him. I love you, I like him. You make me happy, he makes me happy..........


I can't do this anymoreee...
i can't =(
ughhhhhh....

I DONT KNOWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!