NOT ANYMORE !

Yes, NOT ANYMORE this isnt' gonnna happen anymores. When i reaalizeee what i wanted, things go worse. I wanted youu because things felt so much betta with you agains things were going so well between me and you. Then i git' fuckin' hit to the fuckin groundddd with what you had told me. All this time i wanted youu, then i git this in returnnn fuckkked ovaaa' I loved you oh so much. Youu finally decided what youu wanted, and it's for youu to see other people n' not try once again with me. Youu decided what you wanted, i decided what i wanted buhh it i was very wrong....... Im so dang hurt right nowww. But it's okkkeh. I thank you for everything we have been through even tho' i told you this today, i wanna tell you again. I thank you for hurting me it makes me even stonger. I thank you for everything...............I hope you realize that i did whateveer it toook, chosen you ovaa' someone just to see if things would work again between us two. Butt idk i guess i was wrong. I ain't doing this anymoree, even if you know that we both can't help it =( i wouldnt want to do this to myself anymore, just gettin' fuckin' HURT ! i realize i do deserve better than this, but youuu i chosed you to go through this pain because you were worth it and you still are. But i just can't do this anymore. I really do love you davin, i really do i always did, even after the mistakes you made and i made, i realize you were the one for me.
I'll always remember what we had davin, you'll always be the one that i'll miss, you are forever painted in my heart 'FIRST LOVE, NEVER DIES" I'll always be here whenevaa' youu need me ohkehh davin, i'll drop everything just to help youu out. I'll always lovee youuuu n' be here forr you. and i hope you do thaaa samee BF4LB' <3


I LOVE YOU DAVIN KEKAIMANA VILLANUEVA VIERNES <3
......always n' forever !