He said....

Someone told me that someday you will realize that you shouldve never let me go, although i hurted you much more than you hurted me. But you broke my heart even more. I gave you chances you gave me chances. That person told me that if you forgave me for cheating on you, you'll forgive everything we have been through, he said you forgave me because you truly did love me, the type of love that me and you had was like no other's....Getting hurt by you made me a stronger person, and i thank you for this. You helped me find my independent in me. Im going to try and not let this pain get to me anymore, im stronger than this pain. He had told me that there's better things in life than just one boy....He had told me to just stay single in high school and have fun. because i wouldnt have to think about that person im with, i wont be on lockdown, i could go where ever i wanted to go, do whatever i can do without any interruptions. But then again he said that i'll feel lonely sometimes but hey were still young and there's going to be better things out there for me once i grow up. I'll let things be what it is although it will hurt me a lot. He told me if i loved you i would let you go and not talk to you if you try and do talk to me, he told me that if your talking to me it's because your thinking about me, and maybe miss me....... But i won't let those things get to me anymore, he told me im stronger than all of this. He said that im only hurting myself cos' im still in love with you. He's saying im really confused because of the things you did to me that other day. It's because your making me think about a lot of things, breaking my heart even more. He said one day you will realize that i really did love you like no one ever did, and i hope that one day you will realize you lost someone to great that hurted you but did whatever it took to get you back again, you'll realize trying to get over me didnt work cos' you actually did love me. He said im strong, but i told him i weak, he said im only weak because im letting myself getting hurt & that's true. He said im making things so hard for myself because of LOVE. It's like im desperate for you and i think i am, its just your love thats why. He said just leting you go would be the best thing to do to make you REALIZE.

&&&& i hope you realize, i truly did love you, i never meant to hurt you and im sorry from the bottom of my heart. so i hope you realize.

thanks for everything davin. you made me a stronger person, although its gonna be hard letting go ill try just so i can be happy once again. where's the good in goodbye, i don't wanna say goodbyee NEVER. I really hope thing go well for you davin. I'll always be here for you davin, i always will .......your my best friend ;] & i'll always love you.