Love.

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.
Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.

Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve.

And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.

And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.

But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.

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“It just bothers me because you never really do know if he cares or if it’s just a facade. He could tell you that you’re his “only one,” but how do you know he won’t turn around and say it to someone else too? Relationships are hard and a lot of people say that it doesn’t work without trust, and yeah, that’s true. But I think in order to be completely head over heels, you have to be willing to be stupid. You have to be willing to fall.”

This.

i want a boy. who gives me butterflies everytime i look at him and make it last, makes me smile at every little thing he does, look at my texts just cause he misses me, doesn't give in completely, make the whole thing interesting, knows how to make me chase him but at the same time knows when to give him. i want.. that boy.

True shit.

everybody has three lives: a public life, a private life, and a secret life.

Fact !

BAD is when your CAPABLE of BEATING the BADDEST

Guilty.

“No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn’t. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have different loves in our life, I still can’t help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can’t help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.”

I feel guilty feeling this way.

Fact !

"The one that is meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the hardest to keep, and the hardest to accept because through all that the love will grow stronger. Love wasn’t made to be easy, otherwise we wouldn’t end up with the right person. We would end up with the first one who comes along. By struggling we single out the wrong ones and realize who really is the one."

Baby.

I'm FALLING for yu :D

Fun.

HAHAHAHAHA. So fun :D
YAYYYAYYYAYA !!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally.

Ready to give yu my heart, give yu everything from me. Im sorry if i havent gave yu my all, i guess i wasnt really ready to be with someone again. Seems like yu wasted your time, but baby yu didn't i really do have A LOT of fellins for yu BUT i guess i was afraid to give yu my all, coz i was scared, i was just scared to love yu. But baby i realize a lot and now im ready to actually be in a realtionship with yu. I love you baby. I'll give yu my heart, just promise yu wont ever break it. I trust you.

Love <3

Love isn’t about the romantic nights or gifts. It isn’t about fireworks going off around you when you have that first real kiss. Love isn’t about kissing in the rain and dancing beneath the stars. It isn’t about the big moments or the big surprises. Love is not a fairytale. Love is about still having the butterflies after years. It’s about the second looks and laying in bed wide awake, all night, because you can’t go to sleep mad at each other. It’s about being willing to sacrifice, literally, everything for someone, just because you care so deeply for them. It’s not about buying them gifts, but it’s about leaving them little presents here and there, just to remind them that you are constantly thinking about them. Love is about all of the little things, that add up to really big things. Love is rare and special, but should not be treated as if it will break. Love needs to be thrown around and beat up a little bit, worn in, but not worn down. Love needs to be a comfortable feeling, a place to go when no one else in the world can relate. A safe place, where you know that no matter how ugly you look or how angry you are, you will still be loved.

This was my feelings.

Now i don't know.

I dont understand myself at all :[ I can say so many fucked up shit to you. Do so many fucked up shit to you. But in the end, i regret everything ive done. I feel bad & i feel guilty. But still, i continue to do it over and over again. Sorrys are never good enough. I deserve everything thats happening right now. I deserve to know the fact that you cant be with anymore. I deserve not being able to call you mines anymore. Everything happening now, is all because of me.

I was blind to see that i wasnt showing you the same exact feelings you showed me. I was blind to see what i had right in front of me was something good. I was blind to see that i was loved by somebody who treated me like a queen. I was blind to see that the guy right in front of me gave me their all. I was blind to see that love was standing right in front of me. When ive finally come to see what i had, its already gone.

& Now im here, sitting heartbroken. Sad & lonely. Ive lost the only person that mattered in my life. My whole world revolved around you, and stupidly, i never showed it. Theres so many things i wish i could have done from the start. If i could go back in time, id go back to where we first met. Treat you like a king. Show you love, give you love. Make sure you are never going to let go. If only if only…

I wish i had another chance to prove you wrong. Too many times ive said i can & i will. I admit. Though, i really want that chance. Im so lost without you. I know i can prove to you that i can show you the meaning of real love. Give you more than i can offer. Treat you like no other girl can. Show you the finer things in life. Prove to you i am the girl of your dreams. Make you trust me once again. Show you honesty and loyalty. Cater to your every needs. Be there when you need me. Give you a shoulder to cry on. Tell you how much you mean to me, and how much i love you every minute. Give you tight ass hugs , and kisses which you would remember a lifetime. Hold your hand tight and never let go. Be a part of your heart, and will always remain there. I want to steal your heart away and never give it back, because you’ll always be with me. <3

Sorry.

Im sorry if yu think i really meant it davin, i really didnt mean it. Yu took everything in the wrong way really =( im so sorry. I really dont want to lose yu anymore, but i guess i really did now. I broke our friendship ughh how stupid i am im so sorry =( please forgive me.

Blahhhh.

Fuckkkkkk this. Getting ovaaa' YOU no matta' how hard it isss !!!!!!

I did you wrong !

These past few months, days, hours, and mins. I still think of you every single day'cos theres always something that reminds me of YOU! Always. Theres never a day where your out of my mind. Your like stuck in my 24/7 like how i'll always will love you 24/7. Hmph truth be told even when im with my boyfriend i miss you &' he knows that i do and i feel really bad, but hey its not my fault i just love you so much. I love you davin and i love my boyfriend BUT no one could evaa' love me the way you do theres NO ONE !!!! & I promise you that i will never ever forget you..............I STILL LOVE YOU DAVIN VIERNES =(

Still.

I still love you for some reason =(
Even if i miss yuu i bet yur not missing me. If i cried a million of tears would yu come back to me ? Yu are the love of my life davin. Yu truly are, im never goen' to give up on our love. If yu ever come back to me damn' well i would be happy to be with yu again. Matter a fact i wouldn't have to think twice i would just say yes ;]. I really dooo love n' miss yaa chokest hawww -___- there's a lot of things that remind me of yuu.

I MISSS YUU so muchh.....

.........March 24, 2008 @ 12:04 am

Inevitable.

That's what you are to me.

Replay.

Your like in my head non-stop. It never ever stops, you replay in my head everyday now days =( i guess it's a sign that my heart still believes in you, believes in US again. My friends miss us together. Honestly i do to, my heart tells me that i can't be without you, that i can never be the same without you. I try and try to become who i once was but i end up failing. But me im strong i won't evenn give up...........

I DONT KNOW ANYMOREEEEEEEEE !!!!!!

I LOVE YOU
March 24, 2008 12:04 am.
For'eva n' Evaaa' <33333

Feenin'

For one of those "V" ahahha yaaaaa arlex >;p
Stupidddd fakkka i miss yuuu ass !

These days.

Then one of these days, I'll be so sick and tired of the bullshit. And if that day ever does come, it'll get too far & I'll be gone. And you'll never have me the same way you once did. We'll both look back and wonder why we wasted our time being so foolish. Wondering why we couldn't just be at bliss. We'll laugh at ourselves and hope to God that it isn't too late. But it never will be.