Fun.

HAHAHAHAHA. So fun :D
YAYYYAYYYAYA !!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally.

Ready to give yu my heart, give yu everything from me. Im sorry if i havent gave yu my all, i guess i wasnt really ready to be with someone again. Seems like yu wasted your time, but baby yu didn't i really do have A LOT of fellins for yu BUT i guess i was afraid to give yu my all, coz i was scared, i was just scared to love yu. But baby i realize a lot and now im ready to actually be in a realtionship with yu. I love you baby. I'll give yu my heart, just promise yu wont ever break it. I trust you.

Love <3

Love isn’t about the romantic nights or gifts. It isn’t about fireworks going off around you when you have that first real kiss. Love isn’t about kissing in the rain and dancing beneath the stars. It isn’t about the big moments or the big surprises. Love is not a fairytale. Love is about still having the butterflies after years. It’s about the second looks and laying in bed wide awake, all night, because you can’t go to sleep mad at each other. It’s about being willing to sacrifice, literally, everything for someone, just because you care so deeply for them. It’s not about buying them gifts, but it’s about leaving them little presents here and there, just to remind them that you are constantly thinking about them. Love is about all of the little things, that add up to really big things. Love is rare and special, but should not be treated as if it will break. Love needs to be thrown around and beat up a little bit, worn in, but not worn down. Love needs to be a comfortable feeling, a place to go when no one else in the world can relate. A safe place, where you know that no matter how ugly you look or how angry you are, you will still be loved.

This was my feelings.

Now i don't know.

I dont understand myself at all :[ I can say so many fucked up shit to you. Do so many fucked up shit to you. But in the end, i regret everything ive done. I feel bad & i feel guilty. But still, i continue to do it over and over again. Sorrys are never good enough. I deserve everything thats happening right now. I deserve to know the fact that you cant be with anymore. I deserve not being able to call you mines anymore. Everything happening now, is all because of me.

I was blind to see that i wasnt showing you the same exact feelings you showed me. I was blind to see what i had right in front of me was something good. I was blind to see that i was loved by somebody who treated me like a queen. I was blind to see that the guy right in front of me gave me their all. I was blind to see that love was standing right in front of me. When ive finally come to see what i had, its already gone.

& Now im here, sitting heartbroken. Sad & lonely. Ive lost the only person that mattered in my life. My whole world revolved around you, and stupidly, i never showed it. Theres so many things i wish i could have done from the start. If i could go back in time, id go back to where we first met. Treat you like a king. Show you love, give you love. Make sure you are never going to let go. If only if only…

I wish i had another chance to prove you wrong. Too many times ive said i can & i will. I admit. Though, i really want that chance. Im so lost without you. I know i can prove to you that i can show you the meaning of real love. Give you more than i can offer. Treat you like no other girl can. Show you the finer things in life. Prove to you i am the girl of your dreams. Make you trust me once again. Show you honesty and loyalty. Cater to your every needs. Be there when you need me. Give you a shoulder to cry on. Tell you how much you mean to me, and how much i love you every minute. Give you tight ass hugs , and kisses which you would remember a lifetime. Hold your hand tight and never let go. Be a part of your heart, and will always remain there. I want to steal your heart away and never give it back, because you’ll always be with me. <3

Sorry.

Im sorry if yu think i really meant it davin, i really didnt mean it. Yu took everything in the wrong way really =( im so sorry. I really dont want to lose yu anymore, but i guess i really did now. I broke our friendship ughh how stupid i am im so sorry =( please forgive me.

Blahhhh.

Fuckkkkkk this. Getting ovaaa' YOU no matta' how hard it isss !!!!!!

I did you wrong !

These past few months, days, hours, and mins. I still think of you every single day'cos theres always something that reminds me of YOU! Always. Theres never a day where your out of my mind. Your like stuck in my 24/7 like how i'll always will love you 24/7. Hmph truth be told even when im with my boyfriend i miss you &' he knows that i do and i feel really bad, but hey its not my fault i just love you so much. I love you davin and i love my boyfriend BUT no one could evaa' love me the way you do theres NO ONE !!!! & I promise you that i will never ever forget you..............I STILL LOVE YOU DAVIN VIERNES =(

Still.

I still love you for some reason =(
Even if i miss yuu i bet yur not missing me. If i cried a million of tears would yu come back to me ? Yu are the love of my life davin. Yu truly are, im never goen' to give up on our love. If yu ever come back to me damn' well i would be happy to be with yu again. Matter a fact i wouldn't have to think twice i would just say yes ;]. I really dooo love n' miss yaa chokest hawww -___- there's a lot of things that remind me of yuu.

I MISSS YUU so muchh.....

.........March 24, 2008 @ 12:04 am

Inevitable.

That's what you are to me.

Replay.

Your like in my head non-stop. It never ever stops, you replay in my head everyday now days =( i guess it's a sign that my heart still believes in you, believes in US again. My friends miss us together. Honestly i do to, my heart tells me that i can't be without you, that i can never be the same without you. I try and try to become who i once was but i end up failing. But me im strong i won't evenn give up...........

I DONT KNOW ANYMOREEEEEEEEE !!!!!!

I LOVE YOU
March 24, 2008 12:04 am.
For'eva n' Evaaa' <33333

Feenin'

For one of those "V" ahahha yaaaaa arlex >;p
Stupidddd fakkka i miss yuuu ass !

These days.

Then one of these days, I'll be so sick and tired of the bullshit. And if that day ever does come, it'll get too far & I'll be gone. And you'll never have me the same way you once did. We'll both look back and wonder why we wasted our time being so foolish. Wondering why we couldn't just be at bliss. We'll laugh at ourselves and hope to God that it isn't too late. But it never will be.

Jose [Ho-zay]

Theeee only boy that ain't even getting on my nerves nowadays x)
hahahhaha. Thankkkksss jose for not making my day get any worser lols.

Yuuu the MANNN' ahhaha >;p

.....,I miss my boy friendddd !!!!!!!!

Feeeeelin'

Hella fricken sickkk....& i reallly hate it right now. My head really hurts, my tummmy hurt, and mostly my throat.!!!!!!!!!! Grrrrrr Bitches don't fuckkk with me right now. I ain't in the fuckin' moooood ErghhhhH !!!!!! Getttin' Irratated righttt nooowww. FUCKK yuuu U and UUU .

Delirious !

“You make me delirious
That’s when I start to fall
Something serious
When you look in my eyes
You make me delirious
That’s when I start to fall
Something serious…”

Seee what yuu do to me baby ;]