Hawww ,

Fricken Bj Penn.....
what a fukkin fag ! you let your people down ! what a big disgrace to UFC ! lose money.
But goood try tho' lols
hahahah shiiit

i cried cos' that fuckkkka quit wattta dummie seriously ugh !

Hate.

The fact im weak n' i cant be strong.

Ive' tried fro you , but i guess it wasnt good enough =(

i gave you change,-nuff said. Although it was for a short while It wasnt good enough? I was coming to belive that i trusted you FULLY, and now after I try and change i get what in return? THE SAME SHIT' i was tryna stay away from. PUT YOURSELF in MY SHOES,and you'll understand how hard i tried.

I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU !


LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!

Field trip ,

To campbell high school , hahha just kidding not a field trip butt i
Ditched schoool 1 time of the 09' babyy Teeeheee.
hahahahah so FUN saw babe at school today :]
hahah Wow i can say that i was at school with babe for once lols , even though we dont even go the same school lols but haaa' i went his school yay ;)i so loved it ......
i wish i was at the same school w/ babe but at the same time i dont think its good . For my reasons mhmm.... hahah wells i dont want to talk bout my whole day just that i went to campbell campus haha then went pearls ...

N' wow jaren is so lucky that i let him borrow my purple vans n' that i lucky that i brought extra slippers lols. frickkk he's lucky i gave it to him haha see what a nice friend i am lols.


frickkkaa ts so cold ughhh so ughhh feel good but ughhh .


i love my buu buu'

deuces.

Like always ,

I miss my behbeh :(

Omg so boring today fucking shit ughhhh . Hmmm anyways woke up cos babe called sayin' if i called but i did'nt haaa' i think it was my nephew who called him but anyways after he asked that it was quiet n' yeahhh watevaaa's so errrking he said he going talk to me laters hmmm so errking. hahahha JOKE. After my brother texted me saying were going to waikele got ready n' went there hahaha so fricken boring never even git' anything cos' my mom ughhh so errrking foreals fuckk lols. watevvaaaaaa' lols
haha kayyy ainolike talk bout my day alreadyy haha so erkkks

SHUT UP Ughhh so errking today , my mom erkkkking , my bother errrking
he errrrkking , they errrrking FUCK ughhh FUCK YOU asdvpoanvf abn[pva]fv....

Ewwwww fuck school tomorrow ughhh so UGLY !

hahahahhahah hahahahah ahHAHahaha

BYeeee...

Worth it,

He's really worth trying for ;) no matta' how hard it is. I try just for him n' hope for things to git' better n' just deal with it. i love you dodo.. hahaha

Today was ughh so goooood, then boring, then booring agains lols. So ugly n' GAYY ! hahaha.
except for after class haha was bomb just did group work n' anykine haha was so funny ... i love the people in that class i hated my fricken other after school class was to boring n' ewww lols. Now its FUN yay.
hahaha whatevaaa' so errking .

Anyways when i got home , just stay'd on myspace n' then my baby text'd me n' we was just textin when he was by pearlcity park by thaa police sation.. :D yay. haha i got to see him , stupid bother was so erkking cos' he didnt want to take me. So i actually had thaa nerve to ask my mom lols cos' she doesnt even know bout him , but she drove me there to see him finally =) haha gave em' my Nails winterball pictures lols eww i dont like it buhh i guess he does haha.....Said byeee then yah yah. whatevaaa'

lols i lazy blog now so BYEE ....
Ohhh n' tomorrow is Aiea fest yay.

deuces.

Untitled.

Lols , oh wells. Hmmm... my day was BORING really BORING, i dont even wanna talk 'bout it. Hahahah but like maybe around 8 something i had funn. Bestfriend tiare texted me to meet her at the park but then i ended up walking all the way to the stop light, fricken tiare hahaha. Met up with her n' i forgit that boys name opps haha. Ewww n' i was walking bare foot lols so gorss so tiare gave me her slippers n' her jacket cos' was hella cold damn'. Ok so i thought i was just gonna met her but we ended up going to that boys house haha roz i think thats how you spell em' but yeah she was playin' basketball blahh i stayed there till' like 9. n' roz n' tiare walked me back home got busted from my mom but thats a watevvvva lols....

=(
Hawwww...i miss you
I don't like the fact , i can't even see you everyday n' it really buggs me A LOT....Sometimes i just wish we both could be in a same school foreals :( I cannot even handle this anymore trust. I cant even stand being away from you makes me cry. Eveytime i git to see you n' i leave i just wanna start crying cos' i know it will take forevaa' n' aday just to git' to see you again n' its hurts. We phsically cant even see eachother that much. n' i hate that. I just wish your parents werent' that over protective of you , i mean your a big boy. Oh how i just wish. Im so commited to you already. I dont care what people say , i am here to stay no matta' the weathaa'...ILOVEYOU

Slow Motion ,

I just really love this song seriously , ^_______^
i love it , & plus the way she sings it hahah OMG.
I LOVE IT hahahah

Another,

Boring day but then interesting at the same time hahaha ;)

So hmmmm , i woke up in a very good mood actually for once. I guess its cos' i got a lot of sleep hahahha. Wells i got up at about 600 and got ready and shit , woke up my cousins to git' ready . I was already done . So i just waited for my mom & my cousin them to git' ready , when they were done we headed to school. Mom droped us off me & my cousin decided to walk to 711 cos' she was hungry i bought arizona green tea of course & one musubi yum....... Then walked back to school and just' chilled with the regulars John, Alex, Brieani blah blahhh watevaaa'. Bell rang went to 1pd: Damn' stupid teacher wasnt in a good mood haaa' like he evaaa' is so fricken errking him. So i just did my class work n' did my homeworkk aftaaawords. 2pd: Walk to class sat by john as usuals gave him my winterball picture cos' he couldnt stop bugging my about it ughh hahah dummie, started to talk bout my relationship n' how im feeling and stuff.....made me sad started to cry =( so sad thats why so yeeeeh didnt wanna talk bout it anymore so just did my work n' yeah. Wiki: Me n' john was walking towards to the cafe but then i told him that i wanted to see my teacher to give him my picture john came with me , gave my pic n' just decided to chill in there cos' he aint my teacher no mores cos' he got switched to another class so sad :( the only teacher i can talk bout my feelings to in classs hahahahaha. 5pd: Did a construted response thats it. Lunch: Went cafe and blahhhhhhhhhh chilled. 6pd: Did my outlinee then pau school haha ;p

After school went to pearls like always hahahahaha , i need to stop going seriously its like dumb hahah. Babe called while i was walking around pearls . Ewwwwwww samson was there n' kept saying HI to me n' blowed me a kiss ewww wtf?! so uglyyyy hahaha.... So i didnt want to be a pearls anymore cos' it was boring n' cos' him ughh hahaha so walked to the bus stop n' waited but was fucking raining as fuckkk so dumb and eww lol. Got home did my homeworkkk fell asleeep n' yeah .

Doneee.
hahahhhaahaha
babe told me to sleep like an' hour ago but im not oppps sorrry love,
loveee you always !



deuces.

oh no ,

We have school tomorrow , i thought we start on wed but i guess not . We start tomorrow blahh so gay but i aint going tomorrow haha i git' one more free day. YAY :D

Wells me and baby had a session today , in a different kinnda way tho' hhaha stupid head ;p

Wells today i went to pearls with my mom and two brothers , my mom bought me clothes YAYAYAY hahah so fun ;) ooooooh and i got a green tea frap to YUM YUM ^___^ its like 440 right now and so boring like fuckkkk ! mmkk i going read bye .

peace.

EDIT:
New Years Resolutions.

• stop being jealous ;) hahaha
• concentrate more in schoool.
• stop slacking.
• homework before computer.
• not to much sweets/junks.
• be nicer to everyone, STOP being a bitch ;p
• have self control.
• save money.
• be organized
• listen to my mom more.
• grow my hair out more.
• keep my commitments & promises.
• don't ditch school anymore.
• stop being that bad girl status anymore . hahahah
• less SESSIONS with baby ;p

....more to come .

NIVARC*

I need more SESSIONS' baby seriously likeee BADLY kineee.

...i love you

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Blahhhhhhhhhhh , leet me update from yesterday .

010608 - So yeahhh i was suppose to see baby , but didnt end up going to his house cos' my brother & his friend wanted to take me ou tfor my birthday which was in december lols . wells yeahhh ended u going to alas' to eat at bubba gumps YUMM ^___^ then after just went to waikiki and shop walked all over waikiki , then left and went to watch movies and yeah done =)
hahaha.
Today - Went to see baby FINALLY hehe had fun with him , and his sister & brother and that one little girl that kept saying HI to me like a lootaa times haha so cute . Uhm had 2 sessions with babe =] was bomb yeeeah babe ? cheeeee



UHM OKAY IDK WHAT HAPPEN TO THIS BLOG SO IM LAZY TO REWRITE HAHAHAHA

BYEEE

Untitled ,

Hahahah owells , damn' ive been slackin' on blogs , seriously i really do not have time hha & now i do YAAY ;)

Yesterday lastnight , i went to ice palace with my baby , friends & my bestfriend. haha had fun i fell once on my ass was so funny lols foreals i never care lols ;p hahahah was funnny. it was a good night for me , saw baby & HER* skating together hmmm.... it was alright cos' im not trynah be that jealous type no more & i understand that he's her bestfriend and stuff . So i let it go , im proving this to him =) i love you boo' & im starting to be good friends with her ;)
YAY .

Im starting my New Year G double O D - GOOD hahaha =]

Today - didnt do anything seriously NOTHING wtf?! ewww so ugly lols . babe didn't call me all day , maybee he's busy i don't know ?! i didnt wanted to call him and yeah yeah whatevaaa' .

so yeahhh im bored and going byeeee.


.....stupid kindergarden size yeah kayla hahaha ;]


♥ ANGEL .

09'

yeeeeh , OMG so fast kine foreals .
mhmmm wells happpy new years to everyone .