RIGHT HERE,

"Just take your time ,I’ll take it slow You know that I’ll be here for you, Don’t worry Have no fear, I will always be right here I will be RIGHT HERE"

- So i had a ALL - NIGHTER -___- damn' was so errkin' i was hella tired full all kinee , i only had 1 hour & a half of sleeep haah. Today was BLACK FRIDAY and guess what ?! i ain't got shit , so gay' no one took my out fakkkenn' bitches hahah , i dont care it's alright haha i still can git' free clothes from pearls & i ain't tellin you which store =p ahahha. So i just stayed home on myspace , git' fat , sleeep, myspace again BLAHHH >x whatevers' i dont care haha. I really had fun today except for the fact i cried again , cos' i miss that boy =[ but like i sed to myself i ain't gonna rush just cos' i miss him. Im gonna wait till the time is right then we can be together again , he's needs time i need time , we both agree'd to start all over again but NOT YET , taking things slow right now forgittin' things what happen , all the fights , all the times we hurted eachother , all the promises we broke. Just EVERYTHING that happen'd , and what i hope for is that this break will make us stonger then evaa' make us go through a good path , start FRESH , relive our love once again. If this break doesn't work US out then i guess were not meant to be , but at least we tried ;] thas all that matters (: I love him , & he loves me <3
I really hope this works out baby......

^ YEUPS FOREVAA' & EVAAAA' =D

OMG, i cannot wait till' tomorrow , going to a party with my cousin & brieani , and whoever is there hhahaha , i know for a FACT i going have fun and i know brieani is (; 'Lets git fucked up , gimmie my ALCOHOL" hahaha yeups we will git' fucked up , and davin if you reading this sorry if i end up drinking ahah i loveee you bestfriend =]

iight peaceeee,

♥ ANGEL.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING-

YAY; omg i going gain planny weight hahaah damn' Owells. Wells like im really thankful for everything good, bad, little, big THINGS im just thankful for everything that happend in my LIFE. =]

Lasnight: Wells it wasn't my day yesterday, i cried more of the day damn' but i guess im alright now =] Davin called just to talk for like 10mins, and it was a good 10mins thats what i think =] no fighting at ALL thank GOD, im not saying we always do but its just little fights. & yes to EVERYONE asking yeah were NOT going out but we still love eachother no mattta' WHAT ?! yeah davin ?! hehhe. Were just on a break right now taking things slow, he's ALWAYS gonna be my bestfriend, boyfriend & LOVER ! nothing is going to change that, my love for him will remain the same. & Baby is your reading this... i love you okay, just know that [= nothing will change, never ever ! your really a BIG IMPACT in my life okay, thanks for puttin' up with my childish shit what every you did to put up with me, it shows me that you really care, & i love that ;] lets just start off fresh okay babe i wanna love you all over again, like how i loved you from the start ;] BTW; i miss you foo' haha love you davin always.

Today: I woke up way to early like 7 something kine, it was cos' i heard my mom come into my room -____- dammit mom haha, i dont even know what she was doing in my room haha, i think it cos' i took "The Note Book" from her room ahha Owells i love that movie kehh, haha & i just took it back. Yeahh keh so like i didn't nothing but just watch "The Note Book" and eat my kimchee fried rice YUMMMM :) haha. My daddy just called and he's going to pick me up later YAY damn' i havent seen my daddy for a while now =( i love my daddy haha. So ill be back laters, buh ill be on myspace (:

BYEEE'

btw; HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE ^_______^

xANGEL.

NOT MY DAY.

- Ugh so like today wasn't my day at all grrrr >x[ whatever's.... Morning: Went to the cafe i was by myself haha so shame, but then john came YAY; he was eating breakfast while i was listeing to his ipod blah blah blah, brieani came blah. bell rang. Period 3: We took a test and OMG, i barly knew anything b'cos i didn't study like HELLO i never kno' we had a test so i kno' i did badly so sad =( haha brieani didnt kno' what she was doing either haha she Texted me say "IDK WHAT I DOING, I JUST PUTTING IDK, IDK, IDK..." haha so funnny. Took me almost the whole period to finish my test ehh i tried my hardest (: bell rang. Period 4: didn't do anything but just draw & color in a coloring book haha i LOVE coloring books TRUST ! Davin texted' me but i didn't feel like talking to him cos' of lastnight & what he did to me !!!!!!!!!!! but instead i just talked to him, we fighted, fighted A LOT =( it was so sad..... swearing and swearing i couldnt even handle i wanted to cry but i didn't, and like i didn't want people to feel bad for me or say "WHATS WRONG ?! ARE YOU OKAY?!" that would just hurt me a lot more...but im thanking you guys that you care =] okays' Wiki: I went to A5 so i could turn in my winterball form but FUCK, the girl sed that Davin needs a form to likE wtf?! you guys never say ughhh damn' i guess i gotta forged the signature hahah ;p OPPS, bell rang. Period 5: Still was texting davin.. =( then i guess i stop cos' my phone stop working...had a presentation & it was halarious. Lunch: I walked to cafe by myslef didn't talk to NO ONE ! just was listeing to music and just bursted out crying full on, John saw me crying and he asked if i was okay, i sed YES i was but i lied i just didn't want to make him feel bad, thanks tho'. Period 6: Just chilled .... blahh.

After schoool, went to pearls. Me, Brieani, Siera, Chasiny, Shana, Tiare walked there, got there and sat at Mikidee's for awhile, bulla came and we all was REUNITED for once (= took a video, & also pictures... blahhhhhh took the manarail ??? hahah idk we went to the other side was okayy i guesss we took choke ass pictures one whole album already haha. yups then someone braught up "CARS" reunited felt kinnna werid cos' we haven't been together in FOREVAA' i really loved we were together ahah Shana & Tiare kept saying "AWWWWWW" hahah i love them... blah blah blah went to Taco bell and ate, Tiare left, then Shana then Siera & bulla, Then Stacy & chasiny. there was ony me & brieani left hahaha okay just walked aroung yahhhhh........ whatevers' ahah.

I LOVE THEM VVVV (:

REUNITED ^_____^
C.A.R.S
4lifeeee ...

BYEEEEEEEEEEeeee ;]

- ANGEL.

SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DAY !

QUOTE :

"You gotta hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain, because most of lifes lessons are learned because of pain."

- Uhm ookays so today i was kind of irratatied like foreals, FUCK ! i just wanted to end up crying ;[ but i didn't. In the morning went to the cafe to sit with john listened to his ipod yeh yeh yeh wateverss, bell rang went to Period 1: Just did my review for Math & texted davin -___- ughhh whatevers' we just kept textin' eachother till i got to Period 2: Still texting him, asked him a question ABOUT SOMETHING ! yeah we started fighting, he kept swearing at me & i was doing the same :( i mean really Davin how can you do that to me ? & like it was our 8Months that day to, My friend Shana, John, Siera, & Tiare sed that was really fucked up. C'mon Davin are you trynah HURT me again seriously ?! & like dont thinking telling me sorry is gonna change everything, and it will be okay ? like wtf?! you act like everything ends up being okay but HELLO im still hurting here.....can you understand ?! ughhhhh im still Mad but i kno' right now you think were OKAYY ?! no we aint hunn, i ain't finish with this fuckin'; shiiit !!! kehhh whatevres about that alreadyy so fricken errrkin, so going on with my Period:2 my friend did his presantation was cooool, after that we did a test and john kept laughing at me like okkkkay, and he kept making trouble to me hahah fuckin bitch ;p Wiki: went to cafe and uhm IDK what i did hahah i think put my head down cos' what was happining to me & davin =( i wanted to burst out and cry but i kept my head up [= then went to A5 to see if i didn't pay my dues but i did YAY ! damn' the line was so long cos' the winterball bids, im payin' mines tomorrow damn' better have sits foreal kineee haha, after that went to MPB building to play with the IMAC was going take pictures but bell rang, but i stayed' in that class for a while cos' spunky told us to git' to class, but me & tiare ended up being late, so we went office & got a tardy past then went to Period 4: i didn't do anything i just went sleeep while listeing to music cos' i was fustrated GOD !!!!! bell rang. Lunch: chilled with, Andre, Brieani, John, Hii'lani, Shana, Chasiny and Kaimi, hahaha but yeah me, John & brieani toook pictures (= i like the pictures haha we tired making 808 but couldnt' so GAY. Keh bell rang. Period 6: i didn't go to my class cos' itss gay, so went to Mr. Ruffs the Best Teacher =) and stayed there with brieani took pictures made a Video hahah and yeah. bell rang at 12:43 cos' we finished schoool YAY !

Pearls:
^ thats where i went right after school, okayyyy im to lazzyy to write bout what i did there hahah soooryys' kehhh im out byeeee (:

- ANGEL,

BITTERSWEET,

LOVE.....

- So like i didn't blog yesterday b'cos i was to lazy haha, hmm...yesterday was alright tho' i went to the movies i forgit' wat i watched' tho' hahaha OPPPPS aino dumb but owells. damn' i wanted it to rain yesterday but it didn't :( i miss thaa cold weathaaa' ahahah so yeah that was yesterday(:

TODAY:
YAY me and Davin make 8month today weeeeeeee ;] haha i got a text today like in the morning saying "Happy 8Months Babyy" awwww made me so happy like foreals. ILOVEYOU Davin Viernes (: So we kept textin' till i stop texting him cos' my phone was acting really STUPID ughhhh so erkkking, and it still isnt working. damn'. Okay Period 1: just took notes for Math. Period 2: John did his presentation ahha was so Halarious like full on kinee, & OMG my friend Clayton thought we was going out, like wtf?! c'mon now we just close friends haha shessseh. Wiki: Did our secret santa shit & i got *SECRET hahaha so funnny. Period 3: played' this game haha kinnna lame, & we lost but we came in 2nd place YAY ! Lunch: Uhm we made our christmas list, & fakkkkk what annoyed me was THEM TWO like it made me really mad like foreals kine and now i aint even talking to her for doing that to HIM i mean tell me, how would you feel if you been with someone for like 2years and broke up and like HE still cares for you and LOVES you and YOU just go out with another Boy that likes you. ??!! thats really fucked up foreals, it makes me think & make him think that all along you just maybe like that person while you was with HIM. i cannot belive it. 2years now, how the fuck can you put that down the drain so fast ?! its like that relationship was a waste for you or something ughhh -_____- aino it ain't my problem but why'd you have to do that to HIM gossssh... Period 5: Another presentation, kinnnna boring & everyone kept talking over the speakers haah hella funnny Oh & i won chocolate YUMMMMY :) AfterSchoool : i had to go to my class and watch a video yeah yeah yeah then Brieani texted' me if she can come in, so she came. Was finish with my Afterschool class so me and brieani caught bus to Pearls hahah was alright, this boy came up to me & started to talk to me like Okayyy WTF?! and brieani took picture so stupid her but i love her hahah. Mom picked me up so now im home and its 4:54. ill BBLS- ill be on myspace tho'

byeeeee'

- ANGEL.

Stop trippen,

"Your girl ain't me"

gittt' a fuckin' gripppp alreadddy ! STOP fricken calling me texting me WHATEVER your doing, ughhhh you so erkking' if i dont call you back or text you back that FUCKING means i aint got time for you shitttt' you know who are if your reading this.

kehhh bbls byeee

- angggjoooo.

EDIT:
keh, im back so like im hella cold right now cos' of the weathaa'
i loveee it, but what i don't like 'bout it is that cannot go out so dakine. hmmm...okays my day was alright kind of boring woke up like heccca' early like 7 something kind like WTF ?! yooo' went back sleeep woke up at like 11 something cos' it was hella cold like frezzzing hahhah. So like baby did'nt have a game today he was suppose to challenage uhm Waipahu & Chastle i think ? hmm...idk haha. Owells thats okay babe next time. keh uhm i didn't go out today cos' the weathaa' so stayed' in was suppose to go watch "TWILIGHT" with Arlez & Davin but davin couldnt' go and me and arlex was Lazy ahahah so funnny. pretty much Boring.

OK id' like to share some of these things i like (:

Most relationships tend to fail not because,The absence of love.Love is always present.It's just that one was being loved too muchAnd the Other was being loved too little...

So here's a piece of advice:Let go when you're hurting too
much.Give up when love Isn't enough,And move on when things are not like
before..For sure, there is someone out there,Who will love you even
more...

You will never forget your first love...Thats what makes it so special...You love so hard...So deeply...And so intensely because you don't know any different...Its best until its over...Then you hurt like you've never hurt before...And eventually you will love again...But you love more differently...You love more carefully...More cautiously...Just know there is so much more love waiting for you...But there will always only be one first...

"TRUE STORY"

BYEEEE'

ANGEL <3

ADDICTED,

to your love baby boy (:

-hmmmm Davin Viernes is such a HANDSOME boy dammm' i love you babe x333

"Love has no limit, lets spend it slow together forever" 032408@1204am.

me & davin's first picture ^____^

so like i still have my period and its mayjahhh irratataing >________< okkkk so Today, i didnt go to school wells i act like i did but i didnt, Instead i went to davin's house becos' they didnt have school LUCKY. yeah i havent seen him for like 1 week and im really happy i saw him today (: made me really happpy. Im so in Love with that boy SERIOUSLY, and like i never ever want to lose him :( i lovee you baby.
-Afta' that just went to pearls & chilled' with tiare, siera, kawika & giovanne. Saw John Vida & Rodalynn haaa' we did are so called 'HIGH FIVE' our way ahha so funnny ;p

yah yeah yeah yah WATEVER.
im tired and i have nothin' else to say hahha

kehhh im OUT.
<3 ANELA.

& i put everything on that.

mothhhha fakkka im the TRUTH why would i LIE ?
hahaha - idk i got the shiii' offf bes'friends(DYLAAN) page & yeaaaauhh yeeeeauh,
whatevers.

So likeee yeuuuhh, im hella bored' n' like have nothin' else to do "/ My mom isnt even home from workkk ^_____^ yeeee' so happppy frickkkkshe sooo errrkin' sometimes Dammmit,
she cannot give me privacy sheeeshh.

hawwww so BORING fricccck, i guesss ill talk 'bout what happpen today in school,
so yeahs everything was i guesss the same as every usual day, In the morning was chilll went to the Cafe & chilled with my sleeepyhead(JOHN VIDA) betttaa' known as HOMECOOKED' next famous RAPPER got that right' haha, anyways we both listened to his Ipod hahah i keeept listeing to "DONT EVEN TRY" - by uhm HOMECOOKED yeups that song is preeeettyyy Dope you should listen to it serioulsy. kehh uhm the bell rang for 1st period ! daaaammm' i had to carrry two fuckin' heavy books cos' i neeeda clear my obligations ? so i can go to our winterball. hmmmm anyways 1st period was boring as fricken ALWAYS i hate the class which is math algebra 1, took notes on what'd i had to do for homework, had to frickeeen do uhm class work i seriously didnt know what i was doing haha, just copied off my friend oopppps O WELLS gotta' do what you gotta do' so uhm yeee'h. Headed to 2 period, Another boring class but there's Chaddae & John there that makes it fun, so like yeah idk we had a lecture 'bout our project which i didnt even finish -_____- & we present Monday damm'. So yeah John just started to talk bout piercing, & like how he would gauge his ears (: i was thinkin' bout doing that to i really want to but thaaa smallest size loooks pretty Dope thats why, but then my dad told 'NO' ahhh damm' so junk haha he wants me to pierce my nose OH GOSH ! blahhh blahhh whatever. kehh went to homerooom to do this high schoool paper thannnnggg was kinnnna iraatating so i didnt finish it at all. John was irratating me cos' he kept taking my phone hahah "MOTHHHA PAKA IM ILL NOT SICK" hahaha so errrrking' when he says that oh & this one to "SUP DOG, YOU EAT DOG" hahah so fricken Lammme. So like it was Wiki chilled at the Cafe like always, found out that, my two cousin ditched schoool THOSE fakkkkah, so i just cruised with John AGAIN dammmm' so dakinneee. 5 period is my FAVORITE classss evaaaa' but today was boring haha people did there presentations (: it was interesting i guess ? lunchh - Cafe again chilled with Shana, Chaddae & John kehh that was boring. uhm last period of the day which was 6 period- Food Sciene was hella fun' but then everyone got on my nerves i was really a BITCH to my teacher fakkkk ! is cos' i have my PERIOD ! >_____<>

OMG - i just found out my bes'friends might go to Cali :( he asked his parents
& their thinkin bout it. hmmmm.... so sad I MISS YOU DYLAN (:

anyways im outttta here !

<3 aneeela (: